In a hotel room right now.......SI kicking in but want/need to go

[TimetoGo!]

about to try again......had a skin full of vodka and going to attempt to drown in the bath,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i have tie wraps to hold me under the water so once im commited that should be that

god bless you all

i dont want to be here any longer

pray for me

goodbye

 

[LittleJem]

Bless you too. I hope you have a good journey to peace.

 

[Holu]

I'm not going to stop you, nor will I be able to, so I'm not going to try.

I hope you go quickly and painlessly. For all your suffering may they be peace at long last.

That being said id hope that nobody follows OPs method for a couple reasons.
1. Drowning isn't a painless way of going. It's going to be rather terrifying while you undergo it. There are better, more painless methods.
2. The person who will find your body is likely to be a random stranger. Seeing someone dead can be quite traumatizing.
3. There is quite a lot of effort required for the hotel to remediate the situation. Sure the capitalist dogs who are largely profiting might deserve the burden, but the main people are the hotel workers who would suffer.

Ultimately, in the goal of minimizing suffering this method is rather messy and as such I feel it's necessary to dissuade others from pursuing it.

Regardless, to the OP I'm very sorry for what you have and are going through. I hope you never read this, because it's not my business to add guilt or reinforce your SI. In the case you are reading this just ignore it. You know what's best for you, not some random idiot on the internet.

I hope your method goes well and is as painless as it can be. I'm not religious or even spiritual but I will pray for you at your request. Thank you for your time here, both in the forum and in the world. Take care and farewell soldier. May there be peace at long last.

 

[MaeRosemary]

I hope you find peace. You matter and you have always mattered, I am so sorry this world has nothing left to offer you. Bless you, I hope you are resting easy.

 

[SVEN]

Every wish for the peace you seek and so long for, my friend. Go well.

 

[m1v]

I hope it'll go as plan this time, friend. We haven't interacted much but I know one thing, and it's that you deserve happiness & peace. I'll pray for you, we'll see each other when the time comes.
Bless you, and take care.

 

[SexyIncél]

God bless you too. I'm sorry the story went that way. Find peace, or better.

 

[Letgo]

Praying for you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.

 

[gaeulfeels]

I'm sorry. I'm praying for you. Reast in peace

 

[Disaster]

I'm not going to stop you, nor will I be able to, so I'm not going to try.

I hope you go quickly and painlessly. For all your suffering may they be peace at long last.

That being said id hope that nobody follows OPs method for a couple reasons.
1. Drowning isn't a painless way of going. It's going to be rather terrifying while you undergo it. There are better, more painless methods.
2. The person who will find your body is likely to be a random stranger. Seeing someone dead can be quite traumatizing.
3. There is quite a lot of effort required for the hotel to remediate the situation. Sure the capitalist dogs who are largely profiting might deserve the burden, but the main people are the hotel workers who would suffer.

Ultimately, in the goal of minimizing suffering this method is rather messy and as such I feel it's necessary to dissuade others from pursuing it.

Regardless, to the OP I'm very sorry for what you have and are going through. I hope you never read this, because it's not my business to add guilt or reinforce your SI. In the case you are reading this just ignore it. You know what's best for you, not some random idiot on the internet.

I hope your method goes well and is as painless as it can be. I'm not religious or even spiritual but I will pray for you at your request. Thank you for your time here, both in the forum and in the world. Take care and farewell soldier. May there be peace at long last.

Basically always entering a room where the person is not responding means a risk of seeing a corpse or a dying person. Some of said deaths are via suicide. It's better to avoid gory and messy methods, but there's nothing immoral per se in dying. Including dying via suicide. Our culture has indoctrinated us to accept death only when it's non-consensual, but there's no proper reason to accept only non-consensual death.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[BroodingBleu]

Basically always entering a room where the person is not responding means a risk of seeing a corpse or a dying person. Some of said deaths are via suicide. It's better to avoid gory and messy methods, but there's nothing immoral per se in dying. Including dying via suicide. Our culture has indoctrinated us to accept death only when it's non-consensual, but there's no proper reason to accept only non-consensual death.

Worded beautifully, and I 120% agree.

 

[SeenMoreThanEnough]

Hopefully you're wherever we go when we go by now..and we do go somewhere, I'm sure of it. Enjoy it.

 

[justastranger]

Did you succeed?

 

[Deleted member 31858]

I just hope that you are safe and at peace right now, regardless of the decision you have made ♡

 

[hellispink]

Peace and safe travel . See you soon.