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HNR_

So done...
May 21, 2026
13
I've tried 3 different payment methods at least twice over the weekend, the primary one listed when you pick the quantity desired as well as 2 listed on the alternatives payment options page (the one that starts with an X), I've tried to also buy it through the site that starts with a W

Every time, the same thing happens, the seller's and my info's correct, it tells me that everything's fine then I get a notification afterwards telling me that it failed
I even checked my bank account to see if my balance changed and nope

Also, I noticed earlier that not only were most payment options removed, the option to pick the quantity I wanted (50g) was also removed
The only alternative method remaining, the AMZ one, would require me to live in the US and I, unfortunately, live in western Europe

I'm so fucking sick and tired of finding a peaceful way to CTB before it gets snatched away from me for no reason
 
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HNR_

So done...
May 21, 2026
13
Yup!

I could almost laugh if I didn't feel so defeated

At first, I was considering N but you know how hard it is to get...not technically impossible either since there's a veterinary near where I live but I don't really wanna break into the place at night...especially if, for all I know, they hide that stuff in a secret spot or something

Then I thought about Nitrogen or another gas but I couldn't find a place that sells a canister of the right size or even the size above unless it was for some company instead (yes, really, trust me I checked)

After that, I wanted to go for SN and that shit happens
wtf is the only way to pay now through gift cards?? what the hell happened
Seems like you can still do it through the bank as well, at least the option's still there
 
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SeekingSerenity

Just another lost soul looking for answers
May 20, 2020
179
Yup!

I could almost laugh if I didn't feel so defeated

At first, I was considering N but you know how hard it is to get...not technically impossible either since there's a veterinary near where I live but I don't really wanna break into the place at night...especially if, for all I know, they hide that stuff in a secret spot or something

Then I thought about Nitrogen or another gas but I couldn't find a place that sells a canister of the right size or even the size above unless it was for some company instead (yes, really, trust me I checked)

After that, I wanted to go for SN and that shit happens

Seems like you can still do it through the bank as well, at least the option's still there
600 dollars is absolutely wild though. In the EU, it's still available for under 70 per kilo.
 
Kayla

Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
431
This was gonna happen eventually
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
549
well i guess group discount? :pfff:

but yeah this is kinda insane pricing to be honest. i guess he will lost quite some customers
 
interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
209
either that or he's deliberately trying to slow orders down after seeing what happened with DMC a while ago?
 
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HNR_

So done...
May 21, 2026
13
If that was the case, I don't think they would've emailed me about alternative methods when I brought up to them the payment issue
To be clear, the alternative ones they provided were the ones listed on their site just 2-3 days ago

It's entirely possible that these are two unrelated issues though
Maybe my country flagged the site or something, I dunno
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favourite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
130
Really, WTF just happens. I can't order from DSL since most of the payment methods he listed doesn't work in my country and the one on his website doesn't work with my CC. But i just now noticed that he only has 1kg as option and the other payment method is amazon giftcard, is he under investigation or something? On his whatsapp though you can still order 50g i believe
 
Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Member
May 24, 2026
15
SHIT wanted to order from him today is that really true please tell me it's not
SHIT THE 50 g option disappeared
 
delinquentsandwich

delinquentsandwich

Member
Jan 23, 2026
56
too much
hopefully a different source pops up soon 😭

I wonder what happened
 
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itsallogrenow

27/5/26 - D Day
Jun 13, 2024
261
too much
hopefully a different source pops up soon 😭

I wonder what happened
In my opinion, he's feeling the pressure of being cracked down on and is probably trying to make as much money as possible before calling it quits.

Get the rest of the supply out to the rich people, whilst looking more legit due to large quantities and get out.
 
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peacebenow

Enough
Apr 26, 2026
279
Well, my order in April didn't clear customs and got lost in his origin country and my second order in May didn't clear customs in his origin country. It's based entirely on luck.
 
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graveflower

graveflower

druidess
Nov 18, 2025
40
Can still see 50 g on TG. Otherwise I see a 200 g option on site. I'm bugging.

Edit: Oh I see it now wtf 600 dollars?
 
Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
31
The 1kg+ options are insane, especially for the price. Wonder if that's gonna be lucrative for him or if he'll lose to many potential customers.
 
interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
209
If that was the case, I don't think they would've emailed me about alternative methods when I brought up to them the payment issue
To be clear, the alternative ones they provided were the ones listed on their site just 2-3 days ago

It's entirely possible that these are two unrelated issues though
Maybe my country flagged the site or something, I dunno
hmmmmmm. I guess people'll be moving onto MIC if that's how DSL decides to operate. If they prove to be trustworthy, of course.....

I agree with others itt though, he's probably trying to make bank and shut everything down before he gets thrown into the slammer. iirc someone got a detective visit over ordering from DMC, so, yeah, he knows he's fucked if he keeps it up
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,081
Yup!

I could almost laugh if I didn't feel so defeated

At first, I was considering N but you know how hard it is to get...not technically impossible either since there's a veterinary near where I live but I don't really wanna break into the place at night...especially if, for all I know, they hide that stuff in a secret spot or something

Then I thought about Nitrogen or another gas but I couldn't find a place that sells a canister of the right size or even the size above unless it was for some company instead (yes, really, trust me I checked)

After that, I wanted to go for SN and that shit happens

Seems like you can still do it through the bank as well, at least the option's still there
You live in a country where sales of inert gases are restricted?
 
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WhatIsMyLife

Experienced
Apr 22, 2020
235
Oh, now the minimum order is 1 kg for $635. Holy shit
What. The. Fuck.

This is a simple compound that was readily available in the past for no more than $20. This dude is just ripping off desperate people. I paid $14.95 + postage for a 500g container.

I get security concerns and possible legal pursuits, but man... That is so shit.
 
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HNR_

So done...
May 21, 2026
13
Just checked back today and the 50g, 100g and 200g options are back
Still only lists the gift cards as the only alternative payment options though so we European folks might still be screwed regardless...

Man, why is CTB peacefully so fucking hard?

Edit: clicking the button at the bottom of the page now redirects you to the alt payment page instead of the main one that used to be there...we truly are fucked then...
 
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SeekingSerenity

Just another lost soul looking for answers
May 20, 2020
179
Just checked back today and the 50g, 100g and 200g options are back
Still only lists the gift cards as the only alternative payment options though so we European folks might still be screwed regardless...

Man, why is CTB peacefully so fucking hard?

Edit: clicking the button at the bottom of the page now redirects you to the alt payment page instead of the main one that used to be there...we truly are fucked then...
50 grams for 125 is still insane though..... I've never understood why people go through him when there's cheaper alternatives available
 
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HNR_

So done...
May 21, 2026
13
Wtf, it used to be 50 plus 35 for the shipping fee (which shouldn't even realistically be this high in the first place)
 

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