Venting Im truly lost

[andromedakun]

I just dont know what to do anymore. Dont have a job. Cant find a job. Cant find a reason to keep living. Brother just had a baby, and im trying to find a way to kill myself. Bipolar disorder. I just want to go away. Im so stupid i cant do anything right. I think im actually not supposed to be here like someone made a mistake when the idea of me being alive came to be. I want control to be taken away from me and never given back please i just want to stop.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Yeah, I'm right there with you.
I definitely wasn't meant to be here, this life thing is just too much to bear anymore. Way too many bad things have happened, and I'm too far gone now to even want to get better.
Sorry you are going through this, life is hell for some of us.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing here certainly is so tiring, I also know that I'm not meant to exist here in this dreadful world, to me it's really understandable wishing to finally be free from everything, at least to me death is the only relief. But anyway I wish you the best.