PeterThePizzaGuy55
I Like Pizza
- Feb 20, 2023
- 21
My mother cursed me with life and now curses me with guilt about wanting to end it all. She tells me I have to live for her, that she'd be sad if I died. But I don't care.
Every reason I get for how I should live, "You're cared about!!" "I'll miss you!!" "The future awaits you!" None of it means anything to me. The things that used to make me smile..all the sweet words from people I know, seem so shallow now. All of it means nothing. Lies, really. I don't want to live for these people, for anything. I don't understand why I have to! If someone I knew wanted to die, I'd let them since it's their choice and I know how it feels. I should have the rights to my life. But I don't.
I'm tired of it all.
Every reason I get for how I should live, "You're cared about!!" "I'll miss you!!" "The future awaits you!" None of it means anything to me. The things that used to make me smile..all the sweet words from people I know, seem so shallow now. All of it means nothing. Lies, really. I don't want to live for these people, for anything. I don't understand why I have to! If someone I knew wanted to die, I'd let them since it's their choice and I know how it feels. I should have the rights to my life. But I don't.
I'm tired of it all.