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Freefrompain

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Apr 9, 2025
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I'm tired of being in pain and I want it to end now.
 
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wiggy

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Jan 6, 2025
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Are you in physical pain or mental distress?
Regardless of the outcome you ultimately choose, I hope you can find some relief before then.
 
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Freefrompain

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Apr 9, 2025
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Thank you. I'm experiencing both.
Are you in physical pain or mental distress?
Regardless of the outcome you ultimately choose, I hope you can find some relief before then.
I'm actually experiencing both but really mental distress and just need relief. Thank you for asking!
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, I also feel so tired of it all, to be permanently free from all the suffering of existing is all I hope for, I always find it so painful and torturous to exist. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you wish for.
 
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Freefrompain

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Apr 9, 2025
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I really understand, I also feel so tired of it all, to be permanently free from all the suffering of existing is all I hope for, I always find it so painful and torturous to exist. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you wish for.
Thank you for understanding. I empathize with you as well. I wish you can be free too. For us both. I just don't us to live in pain anymore.
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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Do you also feel like it will never get better?
 
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Freefrompain

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Apr 9, 2025
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Do you also feel like it will never get better?
I do feel that way sometimes, then I try to be optimistic and think like can it get better or will it ever it better.

What about you?
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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I do feel that way sometimes, then I try to be optimistic and think like can it get better or will it ever it better.

What about you?
The pain usually feels like it's going to be there forever. It's hard to keep the rationality - that it will pass. But still I'm afraid that for a good portion of my remaining life I'll be in pain
 
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wiggy

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Jan 6, 2025
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Thank you. I'm experiencing both.

I'm actually experiencing both but really mental distress and just need relief. Thank you for asking!
Physical pain may subside even if it is impossible to address its root cause. Don't lose heart!
 
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