Venting I’m such an idiot

[_Ilee]

Currently out of my teen years but still in school. Due to covid, I slacked off on my studies and ended up not graduating. This year, I got the chance to graduate but then threw it away due to procrastination. Super stressed that my parents will find out again and get hella mad. I can't bear to hear them say that they raised me wrong or what they did wrong for me to be so depressed again. I want to make them happy but the pressures and apprehension to do my studies prevent me to do so. It's like I've gained some sort of danger instinct… Idk. My parents are getting ready for my grad by getting clothes and setting up appointments for me and now I feel worthless. I'm super anxious.


I'm an idiot. I could've done it but why didn't I?

Anyone got tips on procrastination? I need help. Idk what to do.


sorry