Venting I'm so fed up

[slitwristsbleedcold]

feel like just overdosing on the first medicinal in front of me, and cry myself to sleep, how can people be happy with this? be happy with life? this is so painful, a few days without citalopram and i feel like the world is crushing me

 

[58Alice85]

slitwristsbleedcold
i'm sorry you are in pain
ODing on some random medicine has a very high survival rate
is citalopram a benzo? I've heard benzo withdrawals are hell and take a very long time
as i see it most people's greatest pleasure is to torment, hurt and destroy other people, the society they made exactly does this making everyone miserable, they then try to use God as a scapegoat
screw normies
JESUS CHRIST

 

[slitwristsbleedcold]

slitwristsbleedcold
i'm sorry you are in pain
ODing on some random medicine has a very high survival rate
is citalopram a benzo? I've heard benzo withdrawals are hell and take a very long time
as i see it most people's greatest pleasure is to torment, hurt and destroy other people, the society they made exactly does this making everyone miserable, they then try to use God as a scapegoat
screw normies
JESUS CHRIST

it's an ssri, but also I would never dare to hurt somebody, or torment them, because I experienced both for years and years myself, I don't believe in God but regardless I'm grateful for your words

 

[58Alice85]

because I experienced both for years and years myself

Same, I know how this messes with your head
starting to get these fake feelings like how i deserved it, almost feel guilty when i started feeling happy, memories of what happened being distorted!
took me a lot of effort to snap out of it
i knew someone who's life was destroyed by ssri's, hopefully this does not happen to you!


I respect people's ability to have their own ideas about how reality works, if you ever change your mind and want to talk about Christ just talk to me!

 

[slitwristsbleedcold]

Same, I know how this messes with your head
starting to get these fake feelings like how i deserved it, almost feel guilty when i started feeling happy, memories of what happened being distorted!
took me a lot of effort to snap out of it
i knew someone who's life was destroyed by ssri's, hopefully this does not happen to you!


I respect people's ability to have their own ideas about how reality works, if you ever change your mind and want to talk about Christ just talk to me!

my life is already destroyed, I don't even know what I'm living for at this point, I'm doomed

 

[unluckysadness]

Same.