I’m so embarrassing.

[dreaming_of_pearl]

I'm probably the most embarrassing person to be around.

I'm always dOiNg ToO mUcH

They are sick of me I know it they fucking hate me. Even if they won't admit it they like the people who hate me more then them I'm bad at everything I'm bad at sex I'm bad at my hobbies I'm bad at communicating they hate me. I ruin everything I'm probably ruining my gfs pre birthday just by trying to make people laugh

I can't make people laugh nothing I do is fucking funny.
I'm not funny I'm embarrassing I wish people would stop hyping me up

I can tell they hate me that they are mad at me from the expressions in their eyes.

They are going to get rid of me.

I hate me too.
I hate myself does that make it better.
I hate everything about myself.
My younger self should die I wish she died.


I'm too fucking autistic and stupid litterlaly
They have to treat me like a fucking dog or a child

Nooo don't do this
Do this it's okay

Because I'm too stupid to know otherwise
I hate it
I hate mysefl
I wish I could just kms