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iwishiwasdeadpls

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Jan 28, 2026
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I'm going end my life tomorrow but I'm scared I'll fail. I feel like I'm in some kind of high today which means tomorrow is not going to be good. I'm afraid of surviving tomorrow. i don't want to survive. I want to die. Please.
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
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Are you also afraid of what might come after you die ?
I am not so afraid about failing because I prepared everything but I am so afraid of the unknown I mean we all have absolutely no idea what might happen after we die and also of course I am afraid of the moment when I kick the chair away that'll be the point of no return.
 
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iwishiwasdeadpls

Member
Jan 28, 2026
8
Are you also afraid of what might come after you die ?
I am not so afraid about failing because I prepared everything but I am so afraid of the unknown I mean we all have absolutely no idea what might happen after we die and also of course I am afraid of the moment when I kick the chair away that'll be the point of no return.
I'm not afraid of what might happen after I die, I'm afraid of a failed attempt
What method are you using?
standing in front of a train
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

:3
Apr 10, 2025
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I'm not afraid of what might happen after I die, I'm afraid of a failed attempt

standing in front of a train
I've heard train CTB a few times, and on some... very NSFW "news" sites there are 2 videos of failure, not pretty.

I can only warn it could be a painful nightmare.
 
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iwishiwasdeadpls

Member
Jan 28, 2026
8
I've heard train CTB a few times, and on some... very NSFW "news" sites there are 2 videos of failure, not pretty.

I can only warn it could be a painful nightmare.
I wish I succeed
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
1,991
What other options do you mean?
I haven't read them all so idk, only read most.

There are too many to name (and besides, if I was to miss a single, I'd be "suggesting" stuff against the rules, oddly one can ask about specific methods but non-specific "how to die fast" gets locked... even still idk what more to say coz this might not be theoretical discussion, but I could be indirectly killing someone with my reply)
 
imitoto

imitoto

Member
Mar 29, 2025
13
standing in front of a train
If it is a fast train then you probably won't survive, but if it's in front of a lot of people and a slower train you may survive... Just know the people around you are going to do whatever they can to save you.

Edit: I just realized you could just be going on the train tracks. You won't survive if it's outside a station tbh
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I'm going end my life tomorrow but I'm scared I'll fail. I feel like I'm in some kind of high today which means tomorrow is not going to be good. I'm afraid of surviving tomorrow. i don't want to survive. I want to die. Please.
I'm scared too. Trying to find the guts. Can't possibly continue current life
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,272
I really understand as all I want is to be free from this torturous, dreadful existence, I just want to never suffer again, I find it so horrific how trying to cease existing can go wrong in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it truly is such terrible extreme cruelty how the option of painless, guaranteed death is denied, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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