I'm scared to CTB

[Hollowillow]

You're welcome. I'm glad!

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Plants do not feel pain. They don't have pain receptors, nerves, or a brain. Slicing up a carrot is not going to make it scream in silence. Slaughter houses are full of screams. Factory farms are full of animals in anguish and terror. Talking about this is too upsetting to me. I've seen things that are burnt into my brain forever, and there's not a damn thing I can do about it except not contribute to it.

Take care.

THAnks, I saw some butchery documentary too... But I think plants feel pain. One of them moves when touched. The delucious smell of freshly cut grass is apparently how they scream... They send smell warnings to other plants when chewed on to tell plants to secrete insecticide, or something. Maybe not all, and I might remember wrong ... But if they can sense the sun enough to make sunflower moves, they are sentient. Their brain is all over instead of a dedicated organ. I wish we could eat earth but food needs to still be alive. With probiotics & stuff. The plants feel, can't scream, run, bite... Are still alive & growing in the fridge... I wish we could eat dirth. I like Avatar's movie fast & clean kill.

I feel exactly the same, too scared to CTB and a burden on my family just leaching on them, hope you do good take care, try to do what you love and what gives you peace

When it's family it's not a leaching burden, just longer care than some. Mine abandonned me a week before my 17th birthday, or rather, I called the cops on her crazy. She hurt me to vent her breakup. So you did no harm to feel guilt, try to feel gratitude instead of shame?

Not scared. I am convinced its the right thing to do to escape this horrible life.

I'm scared but convinced...