I'm saddended by the fact that I've survived the COVID-19 pandemic

[Venessolotic]

Over six million people have died of COVID and I'm not one of them. I've been fantasising about being infected by corona and killed by it for years at this point.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Just said the same thing in a rant in another post.
I actually had covid and survived. It should have been my escape from this hell.
Not having family grieve because I chose to CTB instead.

 

[Little_Suzy]

It's still here in full force! My friend has it now, and her brother and father both died from it.

 

[Yavannah]

me too!
i was thrilled when the virus came out and had hopes that it would mean my end.
i didnt get the vaccine and had covid twice but both times super mild symptoms.
i was disappointed unfortunately i got a strong immune system..
sounds horrible because of all the people that died of it but…

 

[BringMeToLife]

Now that I think of it... me too. Many people died at the beginning of the pandemic because they were still making a "cure" for it. I wish I was one of the dead.

 

[Rapière]

It's still here in full force! My friend has it now, and her brother and father both died from it.

The wave we've had this winter was/is stronger than all the previous ones. I don't understand why everyone thinks COVID is a thing of the past.

 

[Slow_Farewell]

Same.
I got Covid twice and managed to survive.

 

[FuneralCry]

I envy the people who died from it so much, they are the lucky ones to me, they are so fortunate to now be permanently free from all suffering without having to struggle to find a way to cease existing themselves.

 

[beaten96]

lol.. i thought about this to.. i got covid but it was like having a cold For me.. i got immunized to not be a jerk to everybody else.. but I couldn't be one of the ones that died? Make everything easier..