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areagarden
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- Apr 12, 2026
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By any definition, my life is incredible. I have friends, I'm successful, I'm conventionally attractive, and I am financially secure. It all means nothing. I've been suicidal for over 11 years. Nothing changes it. It's gotten "better". At least I used to have a reason for being so depressed. The best day means absolutely nothing to me. I don't get any enjoyment from life. So why should I be here? What is the point of living if all I do is think of the next time I can try to die? I know I should be happy. I just don't know if it's possible anymore.