Discussion IM OUT

[new life]

Finally off section 2. Just need to keep pretending I am ok for 1 week whilst the crisis team see me every 2 days. Then they will leave me alone and I can ctb without anybody stopping my plans. Finally i can be at PEACE

 

[Deathbydemo]

Glad to hear that. I wish you nothing but peace from here on out. May I ask what method you are considering?

 

[new life]

I have chosen CO in a tent in August. As then i would be back from my final holiday. I am going out now to the shop GoOutdoors to have a look at tents.

 

[Deathbydemo]

I have chosen CO in a tent in August. As then i would be back from my final holiday. I am going out now to the shop GoOutdoors to have a look at tents.

My apologies, I read that on another thread and should have realised it was you. You are brave for waiting until August. I wish you all the best.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I wish you peace.

 

[new life]

I would like to ctb earliyer but I have no choice as the campsites do not open until then fir the summer, as it is in a bed and breakfast style place that is staffed. Dont worry i am moving into the woods at the back when the actual time comes, so no staff can find me. Also you cant camp and light a bbq in this weather it wont work. Thanks i hope i find peace aswell.

 

[Deathbydemo]

Why are you so set on this method alone?

 

[new life]

Because It is so peaceful and you feel no pain. I will be having sleeping pills and alcohol aswell, to help along the way. People have said they really help.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Finally off section 2. Just need to keep pretending I am ok for 1 week whilst the crisis team see me every 2 days. Then they will leave me alone and I can ctb without anybody stopping my plans. Finally i can be at PEACE

LUCKY, my CTB is in like 44 days (April 4) so I'm just waiting suffering through so much pain

 

[Deathbydemo]

Because It is so peaceful and you feel no pain. I will be having sleeping pills and alcohol aswell, to help along the way. People have said they really help.

How exactly does it work?

 

[new life]

1) Seal up all the air vents etc in the tent with duct tape and bin liners.
2) Outside burn charcoal for about 60 minutes untill all grey in a chimney starter. 3)Then empty into bbq bucket and bring in the tent. Then ensure door is sealed after you enter.
4)Then go to sleep and breath normally. Eventually all the oxygen is used up by the burning process on the charcoal, and then you just breath in carbon monoxide and go to sleep. It is tasteless, odourless, and colourless.

The most likely symptom you will get is headache so take cocodamol with you, and some sleeping tablets to help you sleep. Also some alcohol to help if you want. WARNING it is up to you if you do this methid with the information provided.
@HorribleFeelings1
PM me if u want. What is your method and were you doing it if you want to tell me.

 

[Doodeliedone]

I am still researching my prefered method. I was wondering, if the CO method only works in a tent? I understand it has to be a small space but, I remember when I was little camping in a small tent. In the night there was a lot of rain so my tent was soaked on the inside. What makes me think that the fabric still lets the co2 trough. Does the tent fabric has to be made out of any special product to succeed? And, if you had a car or a tent, why would you chose for a tent in this case and not a car (again I don't know if you own one but just wondering why use the one or the other option) ? I am just considering all options and methods and hope you don't mind me asking. Hope you will find your peace and think you are very strong for staying till august even tho you find the right way for you!

 

[Ghost2211]

Sorry to hear you need to deal with babysitters. I hope you find the peace you are seeking.

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Just keep smiling and nodding and reassuring them. They'll be gone soon.

 

[new life]

@RoseyBird I hope so aswell. I just hope everything goes to plan first time.

@UpandDownPrincess Thats the way to go just keep pretending your ok and thell be gone. Then i can ctb in august with no interference

@Doodeliedone i dont mind helping at all feel free to pm whenever you want or need to talk. With regards to your post above i will have a proper look tomorrow and then reply, otherwise i would just give a stupid answer tonight as i am tired

 

[a.n.kirillov]

How can you be sure that a. the coal will burn long enough and b. that your particular tent will be airtight enough?

 

[new life]

Update. Started to look at what products i need today and the total cost. Here is some pictures of what i have found so far. What you guys think they ok for the job. The tent is not the final one i have chosen i have only started to look. I am however more persuaded with the Regetta Malawi 2 pop up tent. Most people on here have said that is the best one.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Be careful with the BBQ starter since coals can fall out from underneath and maybe set the tent on fire. You should probably consider putting the whole thing in a larger bucket (I mean one that fits the starter into it). Also it should be a bucket that won't fall over if you move while unconscious.
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Sorry I didn't read you prior post! You already thought of that it seems.

 

[new life]

How can you be sure that a. the coal will burn long enough and b. that your particular tent will be airtight enough?

You can never be 100% sure. A) the best thing to do is ensure the charcoal is all grey before placing in the bbq bucket in the tent. Do this by keeping it in the chimney starter for about 60 minutes before plcing in bucket. Also extra burn time charcoal would be better than standard charcoal. Also it does not take much CO to kill you.

B) You can only try to cover all possible entry points for air by duct tape and black bags. Then it is just trial and error, and HOPe for the best.

Be careful with the BBQ starter since coals can fall out from underneath and maybe set the tent on fire. You should probably consider putting the whole thing in a larger bucket (I mean one that fits the starter into it). Also it should be a bucket that won't fall over if you move while unconscious.
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Sorry I didn't read you prior post! You already thought of that it seems.

I have been looking at a bucket with legs so that should be ok. Also you cannot place the chimney starter in the bucket as it would be so hot it would burn the bucket. As a result you use the chimney starter outside. Once charcoal is grey you place the charcoal in bucket and bring inside tent.

 

[Lion84]

Yeah it is a nice method. I tried it also but it was an impulsive method. I set up a little trow away bbq in my bathroom and I didnt wait till the charcoal was grey. I just lighted up the bbq and was waiting to pass out. Clearly it didnt work and it gotten me the whole bathroom black. The white ceiling was black and the tiles were black. The washingmachine turned black. Everything turned black. Was a very big mistake lol. I was taken to a mental clinic and when i got of it I had to paint the ceiling and wash the whole bathroom with special soap. It was a good try.

 

[NeverMatteredAnyway]

I love my survival instinct. I hate my survival instinct. Idk which is worse.

 

[Lion84]

My survival instinct saved my life once. I tried the exit bag method with Nitrogen gas and i passed out in two seconds. After that i found myself laying on the ground passed out and pissed myself. I was gone and if my survival instinct kicked in it actually worked but it didnt this time.

 

[NeverMatteredAnyway]

My survival instinct saved my life once. I tried the exit bag method with Nitrogen gas and i passed out in two seconds. After that i found myself laying on the ground passed out and pissed myself. I was gone and if my survival instinct kicked in it actually worked but it didnt this time.

Ya its a powerful thing

 

[new life]

Never tried that method whats that involve.

 

[NeverMatteredAnyway]

Never tried that method whats that involve.

Exit bag with nitrogen gas ? I dont know anything abt it

 

[new life]

Off to satisfy by babysitters again. Cant wait til there gone then i can leave this world without anyone stopping me.

 

[the_inbetween]

I wish you well

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry to hear that the crisis team and mental health professionals have been pestering and harassing you. I hope the week goes by smoothly and that you will find peace afterwards.

 

[new life]

Yeah it is a nice method. I tried it also but it was an impulsive method. I set up a little trow away bbq in my bathroom and I didnt wait till the charcoal was grey. I just lighted up the bbq and was waiting to pass out. Clearly it didnt work and it gotten me the whole bathroom black. The white ceiling was black and the tiles were black. The washingmachine turned black. Everything turned black. Was a very big mistake lol. I was taken to a mental clinic and when i got of it I had to paint the ceiling and wash the whole bathroom with special soap. It was a good try.

Sounds like that did not go to plan very well LOL. At least i understand why the say wait untill charcoal is grey. So the smoke dosent stain anything.

My survival instinct saved my life once. I tried the exit bag method with Nitrogen gas and i passed out in two seconds. After that i found myself laying on the ground passed out and pissed myself. I was gone and if my survival instinct kicked in it actually worked but it didnt this time.

I could not try that method seems painfull.

I'm sorry to hear that the crisis team and mental health professionals have been pestering and harassing you. I hope the week goes by smoothly and that you will find peace afterwards.

They are used to pestering people. As soon as there gone next week, i plan to ctb is August as thats when the camp sites open fir summer. Also i would have had my final holiday then. I hope i find peace aswell. Thank You

I am still researching my prefered method. I was wondering, if the CO method only works in a tent? I understand it has to be a small space but, I remember when I was little camping in a small tent. In the night there was a lot of rain so my tent was soaked on the inside. What makes me think that the fabric still lets the co2 trough. Does the tent fabric has to be made out of any special product to succeed? And, if you had a car or a tent, why would you chose for a tent in this case and not a car (again I don't know if you own one but just wondering why use the one or the other option) ? I am just considering all options and methods and hope you don't mind me asking. Hope you will find your peace and think you are very strong for staying till august even tho you find the right way for you!

Hi sorry for the delayed reply. I am
no expert but i will help the best i can. The info I have got has been from research and advice from people on here.

As far as i am aware the CO method will work in any enclosed air tight space. The tent does not have to be made out of any soechal fabric ,the tent fabric just has to be waterproof. However most tents now days are. I would just reccomend getting a tent with one skin not two. I do own a car however most modern cars are so strictly controlled with CO emissions, it would be very hard to be successfull with a car. I chose a tent as it is a small air tight enclosed space and is more likely to be successful. Also you can then do it in a discreet location were you cant get a car such as woods etc. Also nobody can find your body or stop you in a discreet location. I have to wait till august as that is when the campsites open for summer, and i would have been on my final holiday then. I hope i find peace aswell. I am not that strong trust me, i want to do it earliyer but cant due to the above.