wasted0906
I'll try to make the sky prettier
- Feb 17, 2025
- 11
i wanna ctb so bad rn. im my own problem. its not my parents, my environment nor the people around me. i made my own mistakes. i did what i did. i said what i said. even if i dont ctb and manage to move on ill eventually make the same mistakes. i am me and i always be me. i tried to cry. i did but it felt so unnatural, i was forcing myself to cry just to feel relief? idek why i was forcing myself to cry. and to you that i know you will never be on this site. that you will never be reading this, i am sorry its my fault. im sad because you are not here but i am even more because i disgust myself cant say im dissapointed cause i knew i was gonna mess all this up. im sorry, im truly sorry
