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I'm killing myself in a few hours.

Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
Gaybonez said:
Damn right. This is the end.
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We all wish you nothing but peace & serenity. 🤗
You won't be forgotten.

That said, it's nothing short of a tragedy to see you go.
 
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Gaybonez

Gaybonez

vegan jesus
Nov 30, 2020
208
Rob1984 said:
Did you do anything special these last couple days (or today)? If not, that's totally okay and understandable. Just want to know :)
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I don't even want to answer the question. No offense. I'm just ready. I'm leaving a few minutes. I'm waiting for my boyfriend
Wrennie said:
We all wish you nothing but peace & serenity. 🤗
You won't be forgotten.

That said, it's nothing short of a tragedy to see you go.
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thank you
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
see you in the next world
 
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Gaybonez

Gaybonez

vegan jesus
Nov 30, 2020
208
Okay, I'm tasting this fucking thing. I'll tell you what it's like and I'll try and send off a final message when i start passing out along with side effects
 
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occamsrazor

occamsrazor

we’re born astride the grave
Jan 31, 2022
45
How are you doing op?
 
Gaybonez

Gaybonez

vegan jesus
Nov 30, 2020
208
Done.
It's actually not that bad. It's just gross
 
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occamsrazor

occamsrazor

we’re born astride the grave
Jan 31, 2022
45
Gaybonez said:
Okay, I'm tasting this fucking thing. I'll tell you what it's like and I'll try and send off a final message when i start passing out along with side effects
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You answered my question. Wish you the best
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
Gaybonez said:
Okay, I'm tasting this fucking thing. I'll tell you what it's like and I'll try and send off a final message when i start passing out along with side effects
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I hope that the discomfort is as minimal as humanly possible. 🤗

Please don't feel as though you have to continuously provide updates either (especially if you're in pain - that seems like it could be especially draining for you). 😥
 
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Gaybonez

Gaybonez

vegan jesus
Nov 30, 2020
208
For the love of god make sure you take anti emetics. It's definitely naseua fuel


im dizzy. my heart rate. no pain. warm and stomach feels weird

I'm going to die. Goodbye guys.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
Gaybonez said:
For the love of god make sure you take anti emetics. It's definitely naseua fuel


im dizzy. my heart rate. no pain. warm and stomach feels weird

I'm going to die. Goodbye guys.
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Goodbye 😢
I'll say it once more - you deserved so much better.
 
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Gaybonez

Gaybonez

vegan jesus
Nov 30, 2020
208
I'm very tired. around a 5/10 on the suffering scale
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Rest in peace, rest easy
 
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Rob1984

Rob1984

A day in the life
Jan 8, 2021
158
Gaybonez said:
For the love of god make sure you take anti emetics. It's definitely naseua fuel


im dizzy. my heart rate. no pain. warm and stomach feels weird

I'm going to die. Goodbye guys.
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My heart goes out to you. Truly.

You didn't deserve the suffering.

Sending all my love <3
 
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burningred

Member
Nov 9, 2021
18
I wish you peace, OP!
 
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Gaybonez

Gaybonez

vegan jesus
Nov 30, 2020
208
i want to die already. im barel have anny energy
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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Unicornsrnot4dislife

Not meant for this world…….
Nov 12, 2021
128
Wishing you peace
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I hope you find peace.
 
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Starchaser

Starchaser

Student
Oct 8, 2019
116
Thanks for your help on understanding better the SN effects on a difficult moment like that.
I'm sorry for what you went through, I really hope you're in peace now ♥
 
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

WrongPlaceWrongTime

Better never to have been
Jul 4, 2021
694
May you find peace. Having a loved one stay by your side until your passing is really sweet
 
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an_alias

an_alias

Hi :)
Dec 21, 2020
153
rest in peace OP. i hope you find peace in the abyss of nothingness we all crave. 💐
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I hope you found the peace desired
✨ ✨
This really gave me the courage to go very soon just one more year and get over my fear. I can't enjoy it here either
 
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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
I hope he's calm
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,207
Have a safe and peaceful trip man.
Road Trip Love GIF
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
I hope whatever the outcome of this is, that they feel rested and at peace
 
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Sanva

Sanva

:/
Dec 10, 2021
261
Gaybonez said:
Damn right. This is the end.
This is the song I chose to listen to for my death if anyone wants to give it a try

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this is such a beautiful song. I hope you're at peace now.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
Rest in peace, I hope he did not suffer
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
occamsrazor said:
not to barge on your wishes but I'd be honored to stay up with you as well. with both of you. Like wrennie I'll be up and on ss. may you find tranquillity and warmth at your destination ❤️❤️❤️
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I am also more than willing to be here. No one wants to be alone.
 
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Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
567
It's sad it had to come to this 😢 but I hope he has painlessly left all his sufferings behind and calmly boarded the bus to the destination of everlasting peace. :heart:
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
I hope it went smoothly. Rest in peace.
 
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