I'm just done

[phrog]

I'm so fed up with life. I can't find work even though Ive been applying for over 4 months now. I'm dealing with a workers comp injury where I'm in pain almost all of the time. I started digging up family dirt and it I should've stayed ignorant. I started taking Lexapro in January but I just want off of it and I feel like shit when I stop taking it. Im slowly isolating myself from everyone since I don't want them knowing I'm not okay.

I ended up getting my FOID card so I can get a gun and just end it but it feels selfish knowing everything my mom has done for me

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Welcome to the forum.
I'm sorry life has brought you here.
Yet at least there are plenty of good people here who will listen and support you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this existence, it must be dreadful what you are going through but anyway I wish you the best.