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Dema
New Member
- Apr 13, 2020
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Hello, I posted on this forum in May because the lockdown got me really depressed; but now that everything is over and things kind of went back to normal, I still feel lost, desperate, hopeless, without something to do. Everyday I wake up to go to school, I come back home, and all I want to do is to play League of Legends all day with my friends because I have no friends in my city nor places to go. I hate this life, I hate doing the same things everyday, but I feel like this lifestyle is the only thing keeping me alive. I've always tried to be creative, I tried making my own music, drawing, learning to sing, but all it brought me to is just embarassment from the things that I created. Even when I'm supposed to have fun, I can't feel happy with the results. I'm just fucking tired. I don't want to be here anymore.