Venting I'm getting worse

[SoulofSteel]

I tried talking to my ex again, she just doesn't care...not to reconcile nor provide any emotional support, she just wants me to fuck off after she got tired of me.

I can't even get myself to get out of bed and I'm setting myself up to fail this semester since I can't be bothered to do shit. I just want to end it.

 

[lebrodude]

Sorry to hear that. The breakdown of close intimidate relationships can be really difficult.

I’ve been through several over the years and I know what awful emotions they can stir up.

I can’t tell you what to do but you should give it time. From personal experience heartbreak does ease. I look back at some of my exes now and think “what the hell was I upset about?”

I hope you can get there too.

 

[SoulofSteel]

Sorry to hear that. The breakdown of close intimidate relationships can be really difficult.

I’ve been through several over the years and I know what awful emotions they can stir up.

I can’t tell you what to do but you should give it time. From personal experience heartbreak does ease. I look back at some of my exes now and think “what the hell was I upset about?”

I hope you can get there too.

It's been a while since it happened and the pain just doesn't stop...I'm afraid I might have to carry it for my whole life in which case I'd rather be dead.

 

[Lookoutbelow]

I feel your pain. I am jumping because of a broken relationship. For some it gets better with time, for some it doesn't.

 

[Jolene79]

It's been a while since it happened and the pain just doesn't stop...I'm afraid I might have to carry it for my whole life in which case I'd rather be dead.

The same as what lebrodude said. I look back and think what the hell was I doing and why did my entire world end over the break up with that person.
Time is the only thing, and distractions. It can take a really long time for some. I find it cruel how some people are more prone to such severe suffering after a break up than others.