I’m getting impatient and annoyed- I just want to complete ctb

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Honestly I feel a bit agitated and impatient since my second method is taking too long to arrive….. I don't want to use one method as I want to be successful the first time around. The more I stay alive the more I feel like I'm about to go insane, I feel like I'm going to end up taking a drastic decision (by using only method 1) but I'm trying to be as calm as I can be as I need it to be lethal… I really want to leave this world and I'm deeply unhappy ( that's even putting it mildly)… I saw an article online about a guy that completed ctb by using a substance (recommended by someone from this forum) and it was so cheap, I wonder if I can get it for myself…. I feel like method 1 won't be enough for me to complete ctb…. I'm just want peace… I wish I was based in the USA since they have guns everywhere, I'm so jealous for those based in the USA who have access to guns…

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate how difficult suicide is in this horrible world and I really understand why you would feel frustrated, I get that it's so awful and tiring feeling trapped here. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

I hate how difficult suicide is in this horrible world and I really understand why you would feel frustrated, I get that it's so awful and tiring feeling trapped here. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

Thank you! Your understanding and support means a lot to me… this is why I have always wanted to join this community, you are the best…. I'm really mentally exhausted!