Im done

[NoMoreSanity]

I want to destroy the world. However nowadays I have become so tired, indifferent, and kind of insane, that I just dont care anymore. There is no solution. Everything is a desire( yes even suicide) and we are all hopeless apes who will keep screaming into a void that doesnt care. No one has a solution to thiz hell world. The ones who do continue to just keep "spreading awareness" instead of actually doing something. Even people who realize just how hellish this world is are completely worthless and useless. They just keep talking rather than doing. Im tired. I don't even care anymore. I just want to die. Philosophy, justice, culture, ideals, morality, ethics, all of it. Pointless waste of time. False hopes that actually lead to nothing. Im addicted to pleasures and I hate that, yet I cant stop. Merely existing causes suffering to another and I hate that. But no one is coming to save me. No one is going to solve these problems. The world will die the same way it came to be. In chaos. I hate humanity for these reasons. Everything they have built has misguided me and lead me astray. Yes that includes those who hate life and know that we live in hell. There is no solution. Even this forum does nothing for me but make the hate worse. I dont even come here anymore because I already know I need to die. No one else needs to remind me.
This is also technically a good bye post. Im not leaving here because im going to ctb or because I love life agin, but because there isn't anything here for me anymore. The more I learn about all this. This world. Anti life. Pro life. The more I realize its hopeless to discuss and try. I know ow how I have to go. But I have to wait. Good luck everyone.

 

[theboy]

Peace

 

[58Alice85]

yes, you are correct