I'm done

[ArcherExists]

I may know lots of things that are useless, myself one of them. But I'm getting desperate. My best shot rn is jumping out of my window to ctb tomorrow morning. I can't go through another day. I can't hang myself cuz I don't have the materials. I cant OD cuz I've tried before and now meds are hidden from me. I'm in England and can't get SN or anything for the exit bag stuff. I can't do CO. I can't do drowning. I'm so fucking useless I can't even figure out how to fucking die. Help me please.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also exist in England, this country really is so incredibly anti-suicide and it's especially difficult to ctb here, it's just so horrible how suicide is so complicated and risky. To me all the methods are either inaccessible, unreliable or sound agonising/or are just incredibly difficult to go through with, I really wish there was a straightforward way to leave but sadly it's just not the reality. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from all suffering as I really understand that it's so awful feeling trapped here.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

I may know lots of things that are useless, myself one of them. But I'm getting desperate. My best shot rn is jumping out of my window to ctb tomorrow morning. I can't go through another day. I can't hang myself cuz I don't have the materials. I cant OD cuz I've tried before and now meds are hidden from me. I'm in England and can't get SN or anything for the exit bag stuff. I can't do CO. I can't do drowning. I'm so fucking useless I can't even figure out how to fucking die. Help me please.

I tried OD even though the pain was excruciating I would still use the same method. However this time I have to use two methods just to make sure it's lethal or at least damage my organs and it's irreversible and that will eventually lead to my exit from this senseless world to eternal peace. I was told before that if I were to OD I would damage my liver since I did that before ( I can OD easily but I don't want to ho to hospital with damaged liver I just want to complete my ctb within hours at most ideally ( with my 2 methods)

 

[DeathSleep]

I'm going to try swb (shallow water blackout) in the bath tub... It's not quite drowning. You pass out first. I feel it's a method that's technique is easy for some and hard for others like night night. I just have to wait until my situation changes.
I hope you find your peace.

Shallow water blackout

This is a very easy, painless, free method, that can very easily pass as accidental. Directions: https://imgur.com/a/cNul4r7 I haven’t seen it mentioned before, but they sure like to warn us about it, basically giving us instructions by doing the opposite of their points Instructions...

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