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- Sep 12, 2020
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It was already apparent before, but this year I have reached a turning point. A lot of things have simply become irrelevant to me. I feel dead inside - but I don't care.
I feel no joy anymore, no matter what I do - I don't care. I do sports almost every day, but I could live without it - because it makes no difference. I have no desire for anything. I wouldn't say I'm suffering. I just don't care about anything. Sometimes I wonder if I am not dead already. Maybe "numb" is the right term.
Can anyone relate?
I exist to a certain extent, but I am not living. I serve my time and wait for death, but I don't want to wait until death happens naturally.
I feel no joy anymore, no matter what I do - I don't care. I do sports almost every day, but I could live without it - because it makes no difference. I have no desire for anything. I wouldn't say I'm suffering. I just don't care about anything. Sometimes I wonder if I am not dead already. Maybe "numb" is the right term.
Can anyone relate?
I exist to a certain extent, but I am not living. I serve my time and wait for death, but I don't want to wait until death happens naturally.
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