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Bethlehem

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I do acid a lot but this time I did acid and I've never felt so good about myself and so much self love. I love my life. Life is a gift!!! I don't want to die anymore. Leaving the forum now. I'm gonna throw out my rope. Love you guys, hope you all feel better someday. Later!
 
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wishing you the best in life! glad you found your way out 💜
 
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Bethlehem

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wishing you the best in life! glad you found your way out 💜
I'll deactivate my account soon. But I hope you guys all feel better. Love yourselves. That's the first step. Love yourselves despite all your perceived flaws.
 
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good luck, I wish you the best 🫂:heart:
 
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psychedelics are super interesting!
I wish theyd legalize it for depression.

Tbh in a year or a couple months I (hypothetically speaking) might get some LSD tabs for myself, never tried it before.
Non-addictive, mind opening, and helps with depression seems better than SSRIs in my opinion.
It's either that or I grow mushrooms. I learned how to grow them at home a couple weeks ago.
Idk if mushrooms and LSD are the same though.
 
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Bethlehem

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psychedelics are super interesting!
I wish theyd legalize it for depression.

Tbh in a year or a couple months I (hypothetically speaking) might get some LSD tabs for myself, never tried it before.
Non-addictive, mind opening, and helps with depression seems better than SSRIs in my opinion.
It's either that or I grow mushrooms. I learned how to grow them at home a couple weeks ago.
Idk if mushrooms and LSD are the same though.
Nah. Acid and mushrooms are super different. Mushrooms are more introspective and internal but LSD is more human nature, the world and the bigger picture. I think it should be done in a safe environment. Super depressed people should be careful. It'll mess you up if you're not careful. Just be really careful. It's not a cope. If you're in a bad mindset don't use it. Mushrooms feel more organic to me. LSD feels more synthetic. When I took mushrooms I'd hallucinate runes from a language I'd never seen. SSRIs and therapy never worked for me. Psychedelics help me so much.
 
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MapleS

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I'm happy for you but please don't get addicted
 
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Bethlehem

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I'm happy for you but please don't get addicted
It's really hard to get addicted to psychedelics. There's no addictive chemical in it. if you take it too close together it doesn't work.
 
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I will only be healed when I find any form of love.
 
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CatLvr

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I'm happy for you!! Good luck!! ❤️❤️❤️
 
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Bethlehem

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I will only be healed when I find any form of love.
That was my mentality until a few days ago. I'm just gonna assume you're a guy cuz I can't see your full profile. It's hard man. But instead of evaluating your worth based on how much women are attracted to you, you need to realise that you're valueable with or without love/attention from women or anyone that matter. People who can't love themselves will never be happy. Even if you're surrounded by hundreds of people who love you, if you don't love yourself it won't matter. You're a human with value. I'd say that love from other people is pretty important but you won't find it unless you stop feeling sorry for yourself and love yourself and be your own friend. If someone told me this a year ago I'd be pretty pissed and I'd just think they're an idiot but it's not true. They're right. Im talking to a girl at the moment but I think I'd still love myself even if I wasn't talking to her. Love from other people comes second, love from within comes first. You'll never be happy if you tell yourself I'll only be happy when _____. Happiness is a mindset I think. If you can be happy and have a positive even when things aren't good then you'll feel good and it'll get better. This probably sounds condescending or preaching but it's all true, at least for me. How old are you btw?
 

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