im broken

[huntergirl14]

I feel the weight of sorrow's chain
Dragging me down again and again
The endless darkness of my mind
Keeps me trapped and hard to find

I long to end this painful strife
To leave behind this cruel life
But the thought of taking my own breath
Is met with a deep and abiding dread

For I hate myself with all my heart
And the thought of dying tears me apart
I cannot find the courage to let go
When I despise myself more than I know

So I am left to bear this pain
To endure each day and pray for rain
To wash away the agony and the shame
And maybe, someday, heal the broken remains

For though I long to be free from this curse
I know that ending it all would be much worse
So I cling to hope, and try to find a way
To live another day, and maybe someday, find my way.

 

[Holu]

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Btw this was really beautiful thank you for this <3

 

[huntergirl14]

Thank you for your words.