Im back :(

[imdepressed999]

A few weeks ago, I tried to take my life with what i thought to be laced pills and survived. At the time i was happy i survived but i think that was because i was so scared. Now the depression is back ONCE again and down in the hole i go. i hate this fucking round and round game i play with myself. I wish i had the balls to just take the gun i have and pull the trigger.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you suffer, it must be tiring what you go through. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Mayonaise]

I'm really sad to see you here again, you said you were going to try to recover. Hope you don't mind me asking, did you try? Did it not work?

 

[thetruetato]

A few weeks ago, I tried to take my life with what i thought to be laced pills and survived. At the time i was happy i survived but i think that was because i was so scared. Now the depression is back ONCE again and down in the hole i go. i hate this fucking round and round game i play with myself. I wish i had the balls to just take the gun i have and pull the trigger.

That sounds so horrible, having a way to die but not actually being able to do it. I hope that your pain will end soon, whether that be through recovery or death.