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lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
129
it didn't work, as you can see. the rope is too long and I can barley even choke myself with it. Im so frustrated. I don't want to be here. I dont know what else to do. I dont know another method. im so sorry
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

Student
Feb 24, 2026
115
you have nothing to be ashamed of or sorry for. you'll figure it out.
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
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Please don't feel ashamed.I hope you find peace in the time that remains, good luck
I wish you all the best. ❤️‍🩹
 
Lazuli

Lazuli

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Oct 26, 2020
24
Sending you hugs. We can't be there with you physically, but we keep you in our thoughts. Stay strong.
 
ashen knight

ashen knight

Member
Apr 7, 2026
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It's a shame you didn't succeed, but don't let it get you down. You can keep trying as many times as you need until the real thing
 

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