Venting I’m an evil monster

[lostintheloop]

I'm an evil monster that should be put down. I deserve the death penalty but with cruel outdated methods. I truly hope I suffer in my final moments once I manage to ctb. Going by SN or N would be far too kind to me. Death is too kind tbh for me so need to at least make it painful and horrible.

 

[CatLvr]

I don't believe that for one second. You are suffering. Be gentle with yourself.

 

[theboy]

Why?

 

[lostintheloop]

Why?

Many many things. Terrible things. Lives ruined. Deaths. World collapsing because of me. Also, i have some horrific urges that are too despicable to write here, I have to die before I act on them

 

[LittleNelson]

I'm sorry that you believe you are evil. We all do bad thing we regret but I think we all deserve kindness and forgiveness. Whatever you did I'm sure you had your reasons Don't be so hard on yourself.