sulk
if beauty is in the inside i wanna see my bones
- Sep 30, 2023
- 59
Loneliness has followed me my whole life. I genuinely do nothing all day and have no talents. I stay up regretting not doing things in my younger years. Everyone has given up on me because of how worthless I am. I'm so lonely I talk to older guys online and let them degrade me because I know it'll push me to get worse and I know I deserve that. But the loneliness I face when I sit in my room all day is killing me hopefully one day I can impulsively ctb instead of planning it out and getting even more anxious. I don't even know why I'm still alive like wow I can't do anything including ctbing
