I'm a monster

[AnonymousL]

Someone important to me and I got in a fight.

When we were talking about it he said that when I am mad I have the same look in my eyes as my dad.

I'm terrified of my dad. The look in his eyes still scare me to death and I'm almost 25 now.

I'm the same as him. I feel like a monster and I want to die. I don't want to live like this. I would rather not exist than to be the same. I can't. Kill me. Please. Please please kill me.

 

[Worndown]

Ok, you now know this. Death will solve the problem but what other ways can you manage this?
Anger management might be a good starting place. It might help you deal with your father too.

 

[nessun_nome]

How are you defining 'monster'? Have you done anything 'monstrous'?

You aren't a monster. You are a bit scary when angered. That's OK.

 

[IHurtTheOneILove]

Someone important to me and I got in a fight.

When we were talking about it he said that when I am mad I have the same look in my eyes as my dad.

I'm terrified of my dad. The look in his eyes still scare me to death and I'm almost 25 now.

I'm the same as him. I feel like a monster and I want to die. I don't want to live like this. I would rather not exist than to be the same. I can't. Kill me. Please. Please please kill me.

Are you sure they didnt just say that to hurt you? What have you done thats monstrous?