fallen.dove
hopeless ā.ą£Ŗā
- Jan 24, 2026
- 54
im so useless. im my mothers eyes im lazy, always in bed, not wanting to get a job even tho im trying so hard. i dont even have anxiety disorder because she said so(im diagnosed) i cant even be tired because im doing basically nothing. shes always mad at me for no reason. she dont believe me, even if she trusts me a lil more than before. im a fucking failure, i want to die. i dont want to live like this. why i am even still here after 10+ attepmts.. just why? i shouldve been dead since i was 12. i need to die. i need to buy a gun. im tired. so fucking tired
