I'll probably be released from hospital by the end of the week

[Jule_from_Germany]

I'll have a talk with my doctor later, and might be allowed to go home by the end of the week

 

[FadingSunshine]

What is hospitalization like if you don't mind me asking? People on here make it sound horrible but it's pretty much the last thing I've got left.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

It's terrible. I don't know if you have followed my threads over the last few weeks. I have multiple sclerosis, which was probably treated to late. Going with that I've had a brain surgery to remove blood, and I had two brain strokes. I'm in intensive care now, but I guess I will just be alive for some more weeks, maybe even days only

 

[FadingSunshine]

Oh sorry I wasn't following your threads, I assumed you had been in psychiatric care. That sounds absolutely horrible, I can't imagine. Hopefully you recover alright.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Oh sorry I wasn't following your threads, I assumed you had been in psychiatric care. That sounds absolutely horrible, I can't imagine. Hopefully you recover alright.

I won't. It's terminal

 

[FadingSunshine]

I'm so sorry, hopefully you'll be able to find peace soon.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Thanks

 

[90starve]

I'll have a talk with my doctor later, and might be allowed to go home by the end of the week

this is great news! keeping my fingers crossed for you all week, and hoping that your condition improves even a little <3

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

this is great news! keeping my fingers crossed for you all week, and hoping that your condition improves even a little <3

Thanks, but I will be released because they can't really help me anymore. My mum's a nurse and she would take care of me. But in the end it just allows me to spend my final days at home

 

[90starve]

Thanks, but I will be released because they can't really help me anymore. My mum's a nurse and she would take care of me. But in the end it just allows me to spend my final days at home

im so sorry to hear that - but i am glad that you can at least spend your finals days somewhere more comfortable <3

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so horrible what you've been through, it must be so tiring, I hope you eventually find peace from your suffering.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

That sounds so horrible what you've been through, it must be so tiring, I hope you eventually find peace from your suffering.

I will very soon

 

[Jolene79]

I will very soon

How old are you Jules. I'm mid 40s. These autoimmune horrors are hideous in that they can drag out for most people with no end in sight. It sounds like an end may be on the horizon for you and a relief from all suffering. I hope it is quick and peaceful as possible x

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

How old are you Jules. I'm mid 40s. These autoimmune horrors are hideous in that they can drag out for most people with no end in sight. It sounds like an end may be on the horizon for you and a relief from all suffering. I hope it is quick and peaceful as possible x

I'm 23

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I won't. It's terminal

Im sorry man. I wish i could switch lives with you, a terminal disease would be a blessing for me rn

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Im sorry man. I wish i could switch lives with you, a terminal disease would be a blessing for me rn

I don't think you would want to experience my suffering. It's extremely hard to know you're gonna die but not when

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I don't think you would want to experience my suffering. It's extremely hard to know you're gonna die but not when

i would take it, as long as it leads to death
i would have an excuse to die and noone would know i wanted to ctb

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

i would take it, as long as it leads to death
i would have an excuse to die and noone would know i wanted to ctb

I had never thought about suicide before I got ill last year. Now it seems like I won't even be able to ctb

 

[Jolene79]

I'm 23

I really expected you to be in your 50s or somewhere there about. That's so unfair

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

I really expected you to be in your 50s or somewhere there about. That's so unfair

Aggree

 

[Aisley]

I hope they're sending you home with some nice drugs. These are about the only times they aren't cheap with the stuff. Take care, and safe travels.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

I'm on Morphium now
I guess, now every post might be my last, so this will be some kind of goodbye thread too. I want you all to know that I love you. Please keep up this great community. I'll try to keep you up to date as long as I can

I hope they're sending you home with some nice drugs. These are about the only times they aren't cheap with the stuff. Take care, and safe travels.

Thanks

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Update Wednesday morning: Still here, but barely conscious. I enjoy reading your messages. They give me so much strength to go through all of this. I love you all

 

[Huggs]

Jule, I'm thinking about you. I hope you're physically comfortable. I wish you the best.

 

[90starve]

Update Wednesday morning: Still here, but barely conscious. I enjoy reading your messages. They give me so much strength to go through all of this. I love you all

sending you all my strength and love Jule. it's heartbreaking to think that we will soon lose you </3

i hope that you're comfortable there in the hospital, and that they decide to send you home soon.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Maybe tomorrow, Friday in any case. They will decide on the medications that I need. Then I won't need a hospital any more

Jule, I'm thinking about you. I hope you're physically comfortable. I wish you the best.

It's okay. I've accepted that things will be that way. I'll just try to have some comfy time with my family, friends and you guys

 

[TransilvanianHunger]

Hadn't seen your threads before. I'm sorry you've had to deal with this. I wish you peace and strength, and may you get to go home soon and enjoy some time with those you love.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Hadn't seen your threads before. I'm sorry you've had to deal with this. I wish you peace and strength, and may you get to go home soon and enjoy some time with those you love.

Thanks

 

[angel31]

Hi Jule im wishing u all the best, sending u all the love in the world, u deserve it Fühl dich ganz ganz stark gedrückt

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Hi Jule im wishing u all the best, sending u all the love in the world, u deserve it Fühl dich ganz ganz stark gedrückt

Thank you so much