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Ms nobody

I simply am not there
Apr 13, 2023
23
I'm struggling to find a way out
All the methods I find are incredibly painful
I wish I had a gun but it's hard to obtain from where I m from and i don't have the money to buy one anyways
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
SN and N sound pretty peaceful, I wish I had access to them.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
Bridge jump
 
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woh6

woh6

Student
May 13, 2023
187
N
Unfortunately, it's difficult to obtain, but for now, I'll wait. Otherwise, if things get very bad SN or partial hanging if I can bring myself to it.
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
436
I'll probably choose the peaceful and painless methods, SN for example. It's easier to go that way. I'm too scared of anything risky, but who knows if one day I'm high enough then I'll choose to jump off a building. It sounds beautiful to witness the lights moving foward before you fall to your end.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,848
It's certainly so horrific to me how suicide is this difficult in this cruel world, to me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just incredibly horrible/difficult to go through with. So that's sadly why I'm trapped here, suicide is especially difficult the very anti-suicide/pro-suffering country that is the UK, wish there was the option of a peaceful poison like Nembutal but sadly it's not the reality as we exist in a world where other people try to make us prisoners to this existence. It's such a cruel punishment how we were forced here so unfairly yet denied the right to a dignified, peaceful death.
 
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murmur

murmur

cage
Dec 11, 2022
133
N or exit bag, if I had the means
 
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Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
939
After researching ethical ctb procedures, I've determined that a public venue is unacceptable. I've chosen home-based methods to avoid hurting businesses and consumers. They aren't the reason for my ctb, so I shouldn't make them unwilling witnesses. I've pondered hanging or using gas at home.
 
Kerock

Kerock

Member
Apr 10, 2023
59
gun but because I talked to a shrink, probably knife to the neck
 
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enditall222

Member
May 20, 2023
46
Probably a gun to the head or jumping off a building. Seems quick and relatively painless
 
Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
520
Hypoxic death with inert gas (Nitrogen).
 
Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
515
GHB plus alchohol. It's as peaceful as nembutal and very underused.
 
[EmptySpace]

[EmptySpace]

Member
Apr 14, 2023
15
I'd like to be hit by a train, because it will be fast, I won't have time to change my mind
 
GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
Nitrogen.
 
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befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,585
Inert gas scuba method:
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,208
carbon monoxide while sleeping (with or without the help of sleeping pills / other drugs)
 
leftdreaming

leftdreaming

I should’ve been a house cat
Apr 28, 2023
170
I'm a serial procrastinator. Wish I had N, probably never going to get around to getting SN. The night-night method will probably be what I do.
 
blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
359
nitrogen or helium is the dream and I will start on a rig this year. I've had a shotgun in my mouth several times and pulled the trigger back a little so this will probably be what takes me out before the gas does. Like Bobby Bacala said you probably don't even hear it when it happens.
 
someone.somewhere

someone.somewhere

Member
May 20, 2023
14
I've got everything ready for night-night, but I'm also looking into SN.
 
whitherrvbound

whitherrvbound

Travelling between poles
Apr 18, 2023
35
SN 1 or 2 weeks to do it , some immediatly lose their conscience if i dont lose mine quetiapine certainly will knock me out it %70 peaceful i say
 
Nazzeth

Nazzeth

Member
May 21, 2023
14
A stab or shot through the heart.
 
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freelifexit

freelifexit

Specialist
Nov 7, 2021
391
Some SN cases are painful, some cases are discomforting, some cases are peaceful. Everybody reacts different.

Here you can find description of painful cases and here peaceful and discomforting cases and symptoms.
 

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