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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
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Here are some examples

- being always the best looking in the room
- being the richest ass motherfucker
- always having sex with attractive partners (for women probably not the best option due to our hypocritical society)
- being the smartest (for me being an intellectual)
- being a sportman or the fittest muscle man (Like Ronaldo)
- being the most popular
- being the most attractive (probably a popular choice)
- being an honest, trustworthy and good/principled person
- having cured cancer
- having brought world peace
- stopped climate catastrophe and world hunger
- I asked myself whether to include a certain body feature if you talk about such a topic it might be obvious what I mean (okay I post it having a very big penis not sure whether I should add now NSFW)
- being a popstar, rockstar, a good singer
- being the most influential and powerful person
- being a deep thinker and always making insanely long ass threads in a suicide forum

My personal choice: I would love being an intellectual. I read a lot and educate myself but I am far away from being one. I once met a real intellectual a scholar and he laughed me out of the room xD which still hurts my ego to this day
Being rich would be cool but I would like to avoid publicity and attention if I was that rich. In Germany we hate and envy the rich. Blackmailing and that stuff would be more of a risk. Moreover there would be fake friends everywhere. So being famous for having money had downsides.
I think I am not the guy for having sex with many strangers. I would prefer one partner instead of many I guess.
I don't give ANY fucks on muscles. I like me being thin.
Popularity is not always a good sign I dislike herd mentality and I rather fear that. At the same I don't want to be unpopular. But being popular is way less important for me than to be principled.
I don't think I necessarily want to be a moral authority. I want to be a good person but it is not that important of wanting to be seen as that.
I have here these altruistic categories I don't believe in things like world peace it sounds like utopia for me kind of unrealistic.
I think dick size is overrated. From what I have read and what people told me penetration is not the most important thing.
Being a rockstar don't want that.
Powerful yes please. But this is kind of my former me. I became more hesistant towards performance pressure and career thinking. It is less important but it could be cool.
But of course I want to be attractive because our society is very superficial.
 
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thebookofdisquiet.

thebookofdisquiet.

Student
Sep 9, 2023
188
Being a writer and a linguist.
 
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whywere

Visionary
Jun 26, 2020
2,705
Having enough money to survive and then helping folks out, that is my dream.

Walter
 
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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
753
Bringing more discussions about and actually contributing in some form. I just want some place where I can be respected just for being me.
 
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lemonbunny

lemonbunny

daydreaming the pain away ☆.。.:*・°
Sep 9, 2023
140
being a world-renowned author under a pen name sounds nice. you get all the credit and validation without the pressure of fame. i can rake in money and live a quiet life somewhere on my own.

if i had to be famous famous though, i'd hope to be known for doing something that helped a lot of people. like, curing some disease or making life easier for those in need. then i could feel less shitty and worthless, and like i actually contributed some damn good to the world.
 
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アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,203
I'd like to be a famous chef, cooking has been something that has interested me a lot before anhedonia kicked in. Now, I can't bring myself to cook anymore because of fatigue and I don't enjoy it anymore.
 
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ChronicallyCynical

ChronicallyCynical

Natural pessimist, born quitter.
Sep 9, 2023
114
I'd love to be a well-known, well-regarded, and well-respected author, actor, artist, psychologist, or scientist.

Sort of, anyway.

The ideal situation would be that it wouldn't come with the drawbacks of fame, which is basically impossible, so nvm. But a relatively well-paid person in any of these career fields would be nice. Maybe then I could afford stuff that might help give me more of a glimpse of hope. And, by working in an influential field, maybe, just maybe I could take a stab at changing the world for better. But I'd need influence, and be in a better place than I am right now otherwise I couldn't frickin' deal with the public and responsibilities.
 
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Boudika

Boudika

Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
145
Being one of this "slavic dolls" models. Or from being popular Hollywood actress
 
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DocNo

DocNo

whatever
Oct 30, 2020
1,741
being john oliver but with a better haircut.

but right now i am more obsessed with marc rebillet. i also like his haircut.
 
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HighOctane

EarthRover
Aug 14, 2023
25
I wanted to be a journalist/documentarian, focusing mainly on wildlife and the planet. Basically David Attenborough but that goal will never be achieved anymore
 
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MulherSatanás

MulherSatanás

Born Ugly
Sep 10, 2023
49
I really want to be a drummer.
 
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brokeandbroken

Warlock
Apr 18, 2023
796
Never wanted to be famous. I just wanted to be a doctor then go live a quiet life in the country with a wife and some kids maybe.
 
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redndwhite

New Member
Sep 13, 2023
2
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Here are some examples

- being always the best looking in the room
- being the richest ass motherfucker
- always having sex with attractive partners (for women probably not the best option due to our hypocritical society)
- being the smartest (for me being an intellectual)
- being a sportman or the fittest muscle man (Like Ronaldo)
- being the most popular
- being the most attractive (probably a popular choice)
- being an honest, trustworthy and good/principled person
- having cured cancer
- having brought world peace
- stopped climate catastrophe and world hunger
- I asked myself whether to include a certain body feature if you talk about such a topic it might be obvious what I mean (okay I post it having a very big penis not sure whether I should add now NSFW)
- being a popstar, rockstar, a good singer
- being the most influential and powerful person
- being a deep thinker and always making insanely long ass threads in a suicide forum

My personal choice: I would love being an intellectual. I read a lot and educate myself but I am far away from being one. I once met a real intellectual a scholar and he laughed me out of the room xD which still hurts my ego to this day
Being rich would be cool but I would like to avoid publicity and attention if I was that rich. In Germany we hate and envy the rich. Blackmailing and that stuff would be more of a risk. Moreover there would be fake friends everywhere. So being famous for having money had downsides.
I think I am not the guy for having sex with many strangers. I would prefer one partner instead of many I guess.
I don't give ANY fucks on muscles. I like me being thin.
Popularity is not always a good sign I dislike herd mentality and I rather fear that. At the same I don't want to be unpopular. But being popular is way less important for me than to be principled.
I don't think I necessarily want to be a moral authority. I want to be a good person but it is not that important of wanting to be seen as that.
I have here these altruistic categories I don't believe in things like world peace it sounds like utopia for me kind of unrealistic.
I think dick size is overrated. From what I have read and what people told me penetration is not the most important thing.
Being a rockstar don't want that.
Powerful yes please. But this is kind of my former me. I became more hesistant towards performance pressure and career thinking. It is less important but it could be cool.
But of course I want to be attractive because our society is very superficial

supermodel or pornstar aghhh! probably pornstar in a playboy bunny way though
Here are some examples

- being always the best looking in the room
- being the richest ass motherfucker
- always having sex with attractive partners (for women probably not the best option due to our hypocritical society)
- being the smartest (for me being an intellectual)
- being a sportman or the fittest muscle man (Like Ronaldo)
- being the most popular
- being the most attractive (probably a popular choice)
- being an honest, trustworthy and good/principled person
- having cured cancer
- having brought world peace
- stopped climate catastrophe and world hunger
- I asked myself whether to include a certain body feature if you talk about such a topic it might be obvious what I mean (okay I post it having a very big penis not sure whether I should add now NSFW)
- being a popstar, rockstar, a good singer
- being the most influential and powerful person
- being a deep thinker and always making insanely long ass threads in a suicide forum

My personal choice: I would love being an intellectual. I read a lot and educate myself but I am far away from being one. I once met a real intellectual a scholar and he laughed me out of the room xD which still hurts my ego to this day
Being rich would be cool but I would like to avoid publicity and attention if I was that rich. In Germany we hate and envy the rich. Blackmailing and that stuff would be more of a risk. Moreover there would be fake friends everywhere. So being famous for having money had downsides.
I think I am not the guy for having sex with many strangers. I would prefer one partner instead of many I guess.
I don't give ANY fucks on muscles. I like me being thin.
Popularity is not always a good sign I dislike herd mentality and I rather fear that. At the same I don't want to be unpopular. But being popular is way less important for me than to be principled.
I don't think I necessarily want to be a moral authority. I want to be a good person but it is not that important of wanting to be seen as that.
I have here these altruistic categories I don't believe in things like world peace it sounds like utopia for me kind of unrealistic.
I think dick size is overrated. From what I have read and what people told me penetration is not the most important thing.
Being a rockstar don't want that.
Powerful yes please. But this is kind of my former me. I became more hesistant towards performance pressure and career thinking. It is less important but it could be cool.
But of course I want to be attractive because our society is very superficial.
having the FATTEST ass (and skinniest waist duh)
 
Stripe19

Stripe19

Forgotten Martyr
Feb 28, 2023
39
I'd want to be that one person everyone holds up as the shoulder to cry on. I dont really want to be super famous, i just want to feel helpful and appreciated and been known for that.
 
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Dead Horse

Dead Horse

Hopeless, but literally
Nov 14, 2018
143
It would have to do with intelligence. Either an objective way to "prove" that I'm very smart (I'm not, lol) or a huge scientific accomplishment.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

Sick Of It All
Feb 4, 2023
950
A revolutionary.
Though if I were to be famous, I don't want any person information about my life. My "fame" would be that people knew my name and knew what I did to become famous, but anything about my actual life is unknown.
 
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Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
197
Reaching an insane level of expertise in some field, something like painting, sculpting, writing, hell even gaming.
 
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this_is_it

this_is_it

Member
Sep 19, 2023
43
i wanna have the perfect relationship with my boyfriend and get paid to sing/perform for people
 
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Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
185
I too would pick to be an intellectual, I would love to be really smart, capable and notorious. But that will forever stay a fantasy sadly.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
8,131
I too would pick to be an intellectual, I would love to be really smart, capable and notorious. But that will forever stay a fantasy sadly.
Same! I'd love to be an intellectual or a philosopher, maybe even a scientist or revolutionary
Reaching an insane level of expertise in some field, something like painting, sculpting, writing, hell even gaming.
Lol I admire these people's dedication, the dedication needed for this is insane. I would do this if I could commit to just one field
 
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strawb12

strawb12

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Mar 26, 2023
185
hmmm, probably for being a great surfer, winning balicomp, or being a pro motogp racer.
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
8,131
It would have to do with intelligence. Either an objective way to "prove" that I'm very smart (I'm not, lol) or a huge scientific accomplishment.
Yeah same
 
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bluebus

meet me at the back of the blue bus
Aug 5, 2023
425
I would want to be famous for being kind, compassionate, and generous. Just being a good, selfless person that helps others
 
lwlaiet8887

lwlaiet8887

Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
Sep 14, 2023
288
Being a mass murd-. I mean having a very insightful philosophy.
 
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HazyMind

HazyMind

New Member
Sep 11, 2023
3
I would love to be known as an arboreal conservationist 🌳
 
Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
496
Fixing the mental health system, so it actually functions everywhere.
 
sick.faery

sick.faery

Mar 18, 2021
244
- acting
- massive tiktok, insta or youtube following
- being super super hot
 
Is0lated

Is0lated

2024/2025 Livestream
May 29, 2023
106
Here are some examples

- being always the best looking in the room
- being the richest ass motherfucker
- always having sex with attractive partners (for women probably not the best option due to our hypocritical society)
- being the smartest (for me being an intellectual)
- being a sportman or the fittest muscle man (Like Ronaldo)
- being the most popular
- being the most attractive (probably a popular choice)
- being an honest, trustworthy and good/principled person
- having cured cancer
- having brought world peace
- stopped climate catastrophe and world hunger
- I asked myself whether to include a certain body feature if you talk about such a topic it might be obvious what I mean (okay I post it having a very big penis not sure whether I should add now NSFW)
- being a popstar, rockstar, a good singer
- being the most influential and powerful person
- being a deep thinker and always making insanely long ass threads in a suicide forum

My personal choice: I would love being an intellectual. I read a lot and educate myself but I am far away from being one. I once met a real intellectual a scholar and he laughed me out of the room xD which still hurts my ego to this day
Being rich would be cool but I would like to avoid publicity and attention if I was that rich. In Germany we hate and envy the rich. Blackmailing and that stuff would be more of a risk. Moreover there would be fake friends everywhere. So being famous for having money had downsides.
I think I am not the guy for having sex with many strangers. I would prefer one partner instead of many I guess.
I don't give ANY fucks on muscles. I like me being thin.
Popularity is not always a good sign I dislike herd mentality and I rather fear that. At the same I don't want to be unpopular. But being popular is way less important for me than to be principled.
I don't think I necessarily want to be a moral authority. I want to be a good person but it is not that important of wanting to be seen as that.
I have here these altruistic categories I don't believe in things like world peace it sounds like utopia for me kind of unrealistic.
I think dick size is overrated. From what I have read and what people told me penetration is not the most important thing.
Being a rockstar don't want that.
Powerful yes please. But this is kind of my former me. I became more hesistant towards performance pressure and career thinking. It is less important but it could be cool.
But of course I want to be attractive because our society is very superficial.
An artist
 

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