If you had the chance to redo your current life with the knowledge that you have, would you take it?

[lizzywizzy09]

I don't know if I'd have the energy to redo all of it. I think I'd prefer to go to a checkpoint like at age 19 or so and redo from that point forward since that's when I could have fixed things, plus I think stressing over not fucking up childhood alone would create its own trauma. That being said, if starting from scratch was the only option and if we really do get to retain our knowledge from this timeline, then hell yeah, I would.

Ideally I think I'd just like to zap into the current day but with all the fixes in place (think Hot Tub Time Machine) 'cause I'm lazy.

 

[Hotsackage]

Quantum fluctuations snd measurement outcomes determine our deposition to reality. So even if I had a choice it wouldn't have happened anyway.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

"What I asked! If you were to ctb and you were given the chance to redo your entire current life, from beginning to wherever you are now, would you take it? Or do you prefer the void, the afterlife, or an alternative reincarnation?"

I would never want to live under any circumstances . even if time travel were possible which it is not. i wouldn't want to live any other sentient creature's life. I prefer by a trillion times what you call the void i call non-existence forever. I choose non-existence forever . suicide asap for me .

I see how dangerous , risky , burdensome life and this world is. even if it wasn't dangerous risky burdensome I would still never want to be part of this life or this world or this universe. what i want is non-existence to not exist forever.

I think every human is under threat of extreme torture for no objective purpose. life is meaningless suffering. and to work so hard just to exist so that something even more horrible could probably happen including diseases, kidnapping , parasites, and very old age which will happen.

Part of it is i don't want to be a slave in this evil oprresive world where they are about to ban SN in the U.S. for example and they make nembutal and assisted suicide a crime. another part is i don't want to be a part of something evil and i think life and this world are evil.

I wont' say everything . but i don't want anything from this evil world , evil life , conscoisness , this universe.

None of us get any real education about how to navigate the mine field that is this life / world. That's one reason you see thousands of people here just on one website suicidal. the suicidal here have had many different horrible things that happened to them. 25 million attempt suicide per year worldwide many with different horrible things happening to them .

However, Even if we had gotten some real education when young there is still no way to account for everything that could go wrong in this evil life and evil world. But most people are not even given just this little info that i started to write here in this one post , sleep deprived , late for me and off the top of my head. for example they don't tell us that this world and life is a minefield. how you have to be very very careful in anything you do otherwise it could lead to disaster.

Even if you do everything right one could get burned in a fire with 95% of skin burned off and have to live like that, kidnapped and tortured, blood vessel pops and brain damage but alive, accident from car to head and brain damage, parasites , cancer diseases and old age is inevitable and the dementia and many diseases of very old age.

No what we hear is that "life is wonderful ", "go enjoy yourself" , "Live life" . And those of us that figured out too late how bad and dangerous risky life and this world is , we are ridiculed as childish, insane or idiots or cult death cult members for saying life is bad risky dangerous evil .

There is no sense in living again because if you could fix some problems something else could arise. look at the many differrent horrible things that have happened to people just on this website and then around the world ( 25 million per year attempt suicide worldwide )

That being said time travel is absolutely impossible . once a mistake is done it it impossible to undo it. it is impossible to go back in time to try to do something differently. however imo there is one thing for me that will undo every mistake and every horrible thing and prevent any more horrible things happening to me and that is suicide . Because once i'm dead i won't exist forever. and so all the horrible things will be as if they never happened , undone , forgotten. in 150 years we will all be dead anyway and nothing we did or will do will matter then . in 1000 years even less . in a trillion years nothing will matter.

 

[NeverReallyHere]

How would it work though? Having to live for years as a baby or a little kid with the same knowledge as your adult self would probably not be a fun experience.

 

[Velvet Fortress]

Yes. I want to see my dad's face when my first words as a 3-month old baby are "stop being a prideful little bitch and go get some therapy"

 

[lucifer_yoo]

Yo 100% redo. Only thing that has fucked me up is my decisions. The way I am is because of that. Life is actually pretty great only that I'm fucked up enough to live it properly is haunting me and is the reason to ctb.

 

[Gangrel]

what's the point of knowing things if i still have ilness? unless i know all the numbers for the lottery and never have to work again then sure

 

[CantDoIt]

Yes. I want to see my dad's face when my first words as a 3-month old baby are "stop being a prideful little bitch and go get some therapy"

It would be awesome if he got it on film!

How would it work though? Having to live for years as a baby or a little kid with the same knowledge as your adult self would probably not be a fun experience.

The sacrifice is either that you have the forbidden knowledge of your adult self, or that you sort of have it intuitively like the way some kids claim to have knowledge of previous lives.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

that'd be a 'yes' so i could buy n when it was still available.

 

[JustA_LittlePerson]

"Maybe I've actually known all along. Maybe this is how it was always going to end."

 

[deficient]

Of course, I would be able to fix or avoid the problems that led me to my current state.

 

[BlackDoor]

I'm unsure. There are some things I feel that would be unavoidable, and other things that I've accepted right now that involves taking the good with the bad. As in important people that I really treasured and in those moments felt really okay about life, but the situations changed not due to any of my decisions. So... In order to do it over I would have to choose between never meeting them and rolling the dice, which might not necessarily be better. They might not end up better off, I might not either. The knowledge that you know what you're giving up... Would be difficult to take lightly.

I guess it's similar to the whole is it better to have love and lost then to never have loved at all question. No guarantees a different path would yield better results. Education and career wise, yes I would want to fix it... But it wouldn't guarantee happiness or fix the things that make me unhappy outside of my control. It might be the same or worse with a set of different experiences.

 

[SpamMusubi]

I'd save that one gorilla idk

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Hell no. My problem with life in the first place is all of the responsibilities, wage slavery and boredom which we are forced to endure. I have never wanted to be a human. I still don't. I value permanent non existence because I see it as being better than being a human

 

[AlouA]

What I asked! If you were to ctb and you were given the chance to redo your entire current life, from beginning to wherever you are now, would you take it? Or do you prefer the void, the afterlife, or an alternative reincarnation?

Personally I'm not 100% sure, I guess I'm like 50/50 on it.

Not really but maybe go back a few years earlier from now then absolutely, I'd take it.

 

[avalonisburning]

Although I've been beginning to wonder if I'm so messed up because I'm a "new" soul - a soul that was recently introduced here by the cosmos with zero experience, and this life is some sort of pre-alpha smoke test just to see how far I could make it, that wasn't intended to be long-term. Maybe there's something to those kids who intuitively know things based on experiences they remember from their past lives, and they're really precocious, and they grow up to actually be somebody and have a life worth living.

Or maybe I'm just making excuses to comfort myself and rationalize what's coming.

 

[Guy089001]

Honestly, I think I may be cursed. So probably not.

 

[ddddd]

Well, not really at the moment. It's for innate brain reasons.
Of course, it also depends on choice and mentality.
That said, the difficulty level will probably remain hard mode, so if you can retry about 100 times, you'll probably be able to achieve a great life.

If you only try twice, I honestly don't think it will make much difference.

 

[ADBoy777]

Nope, all the knowledge in the world can't solve my problems with life. It would be a hell for me to go through all those years again

 

[Apathy79]

A redo would be handy. But I'm not sure it would change much. I think my errors were less about lack of knowledge and more about laziness and apathy. I'm still making them. If I could fix that trait, then things change drastically, but I'm not sure that trait gets fixed with knowledge.

 

[CantDoIt]

Although I've been beginning to wonder if I'm so messed up because I'm a "new" soul - a soul that was recently introduced here by the cosmos with zero experience, and this life is some sort of pre-alpha smoke test just to see how far I could make it, that wasn't intended to be long-term. Maybe there's something to those kids who intuitively know things based on experiences they remember from their past lives, and they're really precocious, and they grow up to actually be somebody and have a life worth living.

Or maybe I'm just making excuses to comfort myself and rationalize what's coming.

I've thought of the same thing, I didn't think it was possible to mess up this badly! I didn't make it very far but I've learned to accept that that's okay.

 

[Lady Laudanum]

No. That would require me to go through being sexually abused by my dad, for the second time. Fuck no.

 

[Kurai]

No I don't want to relive life, give me the void

 

[N33dT0D13]

If I did, it'd probably just be to call my mom out earlier for being an asshole, maybe she would've kicked me out years earlier and I'd be less miserable lol

 

[itsalittlecold]

What I asked! If you were to ctb and you were given the chance to redo your entire current life, from beginning to wherever you are now, would you take it? Or do you prefer the void, the afterlife, or an alternative reincarnation?

Personally I'm not 100% sure, I guess I'm like 50/50 on it.

For me no, even been able to have a better life I'd always have the enemy of my disordered mind- self sabotaging just for that satisfaction as proving my own thoughts right. I can say I'm at peace with my life now though.

 

[cherrylace]

yeah

 

[sserafim]

I'd prefer the void because I've never even wanted to exist anyways. If I had a choice, I would've never been born. Life itself is the problem for me. I don't care about "missing out" on things in life because what I desire is non-existence. Also, I've never wanted what most people want in life. Other people would say that I missed out on a lot but I don't care. I'd hate to do this life thing again. This life is enough for me. I want to leave the soul trap, not experience life again

 

[HerBetrayal_]

Absolutely, 100%. I would go back and not make the mistakes that led to me where I am today. I would do everything so different. I would give everything for a chance to make my life better.