If you had CTB a year ago, what's something beautiful you would have missed out on?

[LonelyLight]

Going to Amsterdam and Portugal

 

[TAW122]

I would certainly have missed out traveling to two different countries (Canada and The Netherlands). Furthermore, I would have missed out several NEW video games that came out this year and also would definitely died a virgin (I got laid in Amsterdam in mid October this year). Since I didn't die in 2018 (or early 2019), I was able to fulfill my goals, experience some new video games, and also get laid. I am currently not actively suicidal, but only passively, meaning that while my life sucks, it doesn't suck enough to wish to CTB anytime soon. I'm postponing my bus for the time being.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

I really can't think of much positive; this year has been one of the worst of my life. But I'm gonna say meeting a few good friends online & going on a dive with my lil brother (was his 1st time) and introducing him to scuba diving & the awesomeness That is a coral reef.

 

[stellabelle]

A little positivity - why not? :)

Falling in love with somebody, as cliche as that is. I met my now fiancé.
I bought a new SUV.
I played in the ocean and found seashells.
And I got to ride the roller coaster on the Santa Monica pier for the first time.

 

[First loss]

I found love, at last. Im not sure if it is mutual but I have high hopes for me and this girl. Other then that, nothing. Fuck this retarded planet.

 

[Mr2005]

I can't think of anything

 

[FohPah]

I didn't take this picture, but it captures what I saw:

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

I got to be with my Dad in his last days... maybe not beautiful in the typical sense, but I am glad I was here.

 

[takeyourshotfunboy]

This is probably gonna sound stupid, but discovering new music and movies I like. If I had CTB a year ago, I would have never heard Psychonaut 4.

 

[Sans]

My high school graduation. One of the happiest nights of my life. It didn't last long however.

 

[Remember-Me-Not]

Being able to leave that house. It was never a place to call "home" in the first place.

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

Meeting my therapist, meeting Jerome Flynn.

 

[Jean4]

Stan. And now he's dead.

 

[56709]

Gazing at celestial bodies
Riding the emotional and cognitive ups and downs
Seeing the advancement of the rest of humanity

 

[Asta]

Would have missed finding this site and making some wonderful friends here, plus hopefully, being able to help or offer support to a few in some small way. The sadness that comes, though, from not being able to do anything for someone who's suffering...

 

[Reyki6667]

Nothing, i had only pain for last 4 years.

 

[mathieu]

I've been seeing this guy. Just friends with benefits I guess but it's something. He's pretty cool. Hasn't been around in a while though. Maybe sick of me. It was good while it lasted, though.

 

[Susannah]

Honestly, nothing. I've had some good periodes, but I wouldn't have missed anything worth living for. I feel my life is just passing by. I live for my son, and I care deeply for him and his future. He's 15y now, and he's doing fine. If anything beautiful were to be missed, it would be one of those rare moments when he shares his teenagers thoughts with me and we hug and say that we love each other.

 

[beatenghost]

Seeing my youngest cat grow up into an adult. Watching him grow up has just been amazing (of course seeing my other adult cat continue to be a happy healthy adult has also been wonderful)

 

[Final Escape]

Seeing my youngest cat grow up into an adult. Watching him grow up has just been amazing (of course seeing my other adult cat continue to be a happy healthy adult has also been wonderful)

Lol! I just noticed it's your cat and on first glance I thought it would be a child. Yea I'm watching my kitten grow too he's a handsome little guy lol!

 

[beatenghost]

Lol! I just noticed it's your cat and on first glance I thought it would be a child. Yea I'm watching my kitten grow too he's a handsome little guy lol!

Haha this happens to me a lot! I regularly say "my boys" when talking about my cats and people always think I mean human sons... its always a bit of a shock to them when I then say something like "I took my boys out on their harnesses in the garden yesterday" ! What a beautiful boy, he looks very comfy!

 

[DepressedAngel]

Entering a relationship and falling in love with my best friend.

 

[OreoWellington]

If I had died, I would've missed out on a lot of suffering

This is probably my favorite response because I can relate. xD Best answer ever.

 

[freefrommybody]

I wouldn't have uploaded a new lemon fanfiction online... so there's that.

 

[verminoid]

think the only good thing that's happened this year was seeing my favorite band - PUP - play a show in my city. it was an amazing night and the push pit was incredibly dope. i'm only 4'10" so when i'm at crazier shows like vein and wristmeetrazor, men try to keep their distance so they don't knock me over (annoying). this show was just a bunch of rowdy kids pushing eachother around, it was really fun.

 

[SlackJim]

Highlining for the first time, meeting some good people, a few concerts

 

[snorli]

Nothing

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Meeting my best friend on SS!

 

[OreoWellington]

Actually, I have a response. Something beautiful I would have missed out on was this website (like where was this website when I needed it a long time ago?). And the SN regime as a CTB method because my original method and plan was much more graphic, violent, and painful. Because of this, I can choose to leave more in peace now.

 

[SadNoodlez]

Most likely meeting my girlfriend. Honestly so glad I met her :,)