If you could have only one wish, what would it be?

[HereToday]

Mine would be to go back to 2014, knowing what I know now. I could prevent myself from making so many mistakes, and maybe I wouldn't have to ctb now.

 

[imagineit]

That everyone was happy, including you.

 

[lostangel]

Mine would be to go back to 2014, knowing what I know now. I could prevent myself from making so many mistakes, and maybe I wouldn't have to ctb now.

To have a caring mother who isn't emotional abusive. It would have made my childhood a lot happier.

 

[TheEndof]

Mine would be to go back to 2014, knowing what I know now. I could prevent myself from making so many mistakes, and maybe I wouldn't have to ctb now.

You know what? Me too. Things really started going downhill for me in 2013, but I made some really bad decisions in 2014 that brought me to where I am now. I wish I could go back. I'd be able to undo a lot of damage.

 

[BabyYoda]

To die a peaceful and painless death

 

[mediocre]

To be free of physical pain and discomfort. It really is the worst thing imaginable. It strips you of independence, motivation, ability, energy, happiness, everything! I'm just stuck inside my own head now all the time. I can't escape.

 

[Flume]

I want to continue living in ignorance, life was so much easier being a brain dead zombie like everyone else.

 

[Verklempt]

to never be born

 

[Final Escape]

That I didn't have to do this life anymore

 

[Ness]

Either ceasing to exist or winning everything I'd want to win so I could win enough money to pay all family debts and set up the relatives I care about for life before I ctb.

 

[Shaw]

To succeed in my ctb

 

[Moonicide]

To start over with better circumstances, to have a fulfilling childhood. Just an overall healthy and stable foundation, so I could flourish into the person I was meant to be. That would have been nice... But now I seek and wish for eternal peace.

 

[Mr2005]

Mine would be to go back to 2014, knowing what I know now. I could prevent myself from making so many mistakes, and maybe I wouldn't have to ctb now.

Same thing only a decade earlier

 

[Morphinekiss]

Mine is stupid stupid, but I really want to fall in love one last time. I want it all, the good the bad the fights the sweetness, etc one more time before I ctb.

 

[zeroambition]

Cease to exist

 

[2manyproblems]

Mine would be to go back to 2014, knowing what I know now. I could prevent myself from making so many mistakes, and maybe I wouldn't have to ctb now.

Same with me but I'd go back to 2009. Really I'd go way back before then to like 2000. The earliest I could go back that would have allowed me to avoid my worst mistakes is probably 2012. 2011 maybe. I couldn't have imagined the harm I could do to myself just living a normal life minding my own business not hurting anyone.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

That I could heal the living through my hands and thoughts.

To be free of physical pain and discomfort. It really is the worst thing imaginable. It strips you of independence, motivation, ability, energy, happiness, everything! I'm just stuck inside my own head now all the time. I can't escape.

I know what that is like. I am so sorry med...(((hugs)))