Discussion If you could CTB any way, what would it be?

[WhiteSkinRedBlood]

You have access to every method, all will 100% work, you can do it anywhere you want, you can control how much pain there is or if there's none at all, and you have contact with everyone you've ever known.
So what would your dream CTB plan be?
What would you want to say to people before you go? Or would you just skip it?
Is there anything you'd want to do before you die?
Go to any certain place before you die or as you die?
Give people advice? Argue with those you've never liked?

Personally, I would want to die next to the one I love with a gunshot to my head.
Have the time to write a lengthy note for my family detailing all my problems and events I've been through and the thoughts I've had throughout my life. Then give a long speech to the one I love, and end it right after.

 

[offbalance]

I would use Nembutal… quick and painless

 

[Vlad Tepes]

Blow my lid open with a boomstick

 

[TBONTB]

Oh, what a dream. Of course I would love the drugs of MAID. I'd love to take them with my dearly beloved. I would choose a tropical beach cabana, after a loving party saying goodbye to my loved ones.

Of course if I could wish something true, I'd rather just wish my problems away and stay here a bit longer.

 

[ventiswine]

I'd write a small msg to my family that they are not to blame. and to my friends that i appreciate putting up with my shit.
for the method i would prefer smth calm that would be a bit for me to slip away peacefully maybe smoke a cigarette or have a drink while waiting for wtv i am using to kick in and just put me to sleep.

 

[copioushopelessness]

OD or gunshot. I probably wouldn't leave a note. I'm not sure what I would say. If anything I'd like to tell a couple people how they fucked me up, but it's pointless. I feel like the act itself would say it for me.
There's two people I'd like to hug before I go. But im alone, no one wants anything to do with me.

 

[flip_bug]

You have access to every method, all will 100% work, you can do it anywhere you want, you can control how much pain there is or if there's none at all, and you have contact with everyone you've ever known.
So what would your dream CTB plan be?
What would you want to say to people before you go? Or would you just skip it?
Is there anything you'd want to do before you die?
Go to any certain place before you die or as you die?
Give people advice? Argue with those you've never liked?

Personally, I would want to die next to the one I love with a gunshot to my head.
Have the time to write a lengthy note for my family detailing all my problems and events I've been through and the thoughts I've had throughout my life. Then give a long speech to the one I love, and end it right after.

Heroin OD

 

[locked*n*loaded]

No doubt I'd use Nembutal. I wouldn't have anything to say to anybody simply because there is no one in my life to say anything to. I don't really have a "bucket" list, per say, of things I want to do, but a couple months ago I did manage to drag myself to a horse ranch and do some trail riding one last time. A couple other things that I wouldn't "mind" doing, I'm not going to be able to make happen, so I'm not going to worry about pursuing them. They're no big deal, really. Just would have been nice. But, that's ok.

 

[DontCryForChimp]

I would go with Nembutal. I do not want to suffer.

What would you want to say to people before you go? Or would you just skip it?

I always overthink this part and nothing good ever comes of it so I would skip it and try not to worry.

Go to any certain place before you die or as you die?

High up on a hill or mountain top so I can see everything, just take in everything one last time.

 

[itsgone2]

Nembutol I guess but maybe CO since where I am that seems more realistic.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish for a death as peaceful and painless as possible so finally I can be free from the dreadful, terrible abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again but of course if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[LighthouseHermit]

A gun would be my preferred option, but they are illegal in my country.

 

[MissAbyss]

Dying from hypothermia in the Himalaya.

 

[PI3.14]

Nembutal

 

[Irisse]

By SN which is my method already.

 

[SkySocket]

I would use a gun. I cannot purchase one though.

 

[Terrible_Life_99]

I'd do it when I'm alone at home. I'd play some sad classical music and then think one final time about my whole life and all the suffering and why i want to and why i need to ctb. Then I'd take the NEMBUTAL but before that I'd tell myself: you always wanted to sleep and never wake up again now you can finally do that. Then I'd die in my warm bed peacefully, who knows maybe i'd even smile while dying because it all would have happened so peacefully.

 

[Galahad]

I think I'd slip away very peacefully with CO.

I always imagine being somewhere with a beautiful view, even better would be a warm rainy day or a thunderstorm with the lovely fresh air.

This world is beautiful, it's taken mankind to fuck it up.

 

[dead dav]

Hanging from a tree in the wild naked

 

[amomentspeace]

gunshot !!

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Some kind of truly sanctioned suicide

 

[LigottiIsRight]

Shotgun, without any doubt.

 

[Zerengin96]

Nembutal without question

 

[ummwhaaat]

Nembutal.
To answer more than just the title of the thread, that is, the questions you posed in the OP:
I think I'd take a heavy dose of benzodiazepines beforehand. I'd leave a message to my family, with instructions I won't divulge further on this forum - tell them I love them, that it's not their fault etc.
I would go skydiving I think. Maybe travel the world, already talking to a girl who might be into that. I especially wanna see a few places in the US, and Machu Picchu, the Pyramids of Egypt. Don't know of many places in Africa besides the kilimanjaro, but I'm sure it could be fun traveling there as well as Asia.
I don't have advice to people, and don't hold any grudges toward anyone. Just have no will to live that's all.

 

[I'm scared]

What a dream ending.
I would blow my brains out infront of my parents after shooting one other person first.zThey deserve it

 

[calvindawson]

OD or gunshot. I probably wouldn't leave a note. I'm not sure what I would say. If anything I'd like to tell a couple people how they fucked me up, but it's pointless. I feel like the act itself would say it for me.
There's two people I'd like to hug before I go. But im alone, no one wants anything to do with me.

I can relate to that feeling of loneliness you allude to.

 

[helplesship]

I'll lie on my bed while holding my Beretta M9.

 

[copioushopelessness]

I can relate to that feeling of loneliness you allude to.

It's absolute hell

 

[IvanC4]

Skydiving without a parachute 100%. I guess I can do that anyways and not pull...

 

[Malfunction]

Nembutal would be my first. Seems like a peaceful way to go. Drifting off to sleep.

Firearm my 2nd. I don't live in the US, so not as easy to come by. Still possible if I paid the price and got a license. It would raise suspicion as I don't hunt and have no reason to own a gun.