Google Forever Conscious Research Channel on youtube or regressive hypnosis Calogero Grifasi also on yt. Karma is bullshit. You will see that everybody would love to be born attractive, wealthy, healthly mind and body, but it doesn't happen to everybody. Ask yourself question why loving god put you on the wheelchair or gave your loving child disease.
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How i see belief in karma is working like:
If karma was working as advertised we probably already would live in some sort of heaven on earth. What belief in karma does instead example:
Person A rapes person B. Person B at death recieve bit better incarnation but still with lots of suffering.
So called "spiritual guides" tell person A that because they raped now is their turn to be raped, so they take person C to do the deed.
Person C rapes person A. "Spiritual guides" say person C that he raped so now he must be raped, and so on, so on so on. Sorta Perpetum Mobile kinda thing. And it happens after every mindwipe. If not for it the system wouldn't work, we would remember our past incarnations and jus decide to leave this place for good
This reality is working flawlessy, just as intended. It feeds other beings calling themselves as angels, gods or whatever have you with our nutritional emotional energy. So the cycle of reincarnation continues so farm animals can be farmed.
Remember, it's you who is the real power, you can create whole universes - that is why they need you. Be happy, content and stay your ground. These entities hate energy of love.