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voirpoet.

voirpoet.

Member
May 14, 2024
27
it's pretty agreed upon here that when you're death you're just gone, there's nothing else which i'm okay with

but if i was reincarnated and had to choose i'd be born in canada because i hate the US, i'd be neurotypical and a boy. i would be born into a stable upper middle class family with married parents, and i'd have siblings. the fact that there are millions of people who were born like that kinda makes me sick
 
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Lest3

Lest3

Silence
Nov 3, 2025
27
the fact that there are millions of people who were born like that kinda makes me sick
haha I literally have that exact life and I'm still registered on this site.

If I was reincarnated, maybe I'd choose to be beautiful rich girl this time..
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I love you!
Mar 31, 2025
659
Shit Im gonna run away from the egg someone else can get in it
 
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X_<

New Member
Nov 6, 2025
2
i'd choose to come back as a cat in a well taken care of home. i've always wished to be a cat, life would be so simple
 
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voirpoet.

voirpoet.

Member
May 14, 2024
27
i'd choose to come back as a cat in a well taken care of home. i've always wished to be a cat, life would be so simple
i didn't even think about being an animal, i'd probably choose to be some billionaires dog
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
159
bird. condor would be cool
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,120
I wouldn't, no matter what I'd never wish for the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace, existence just feels like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is non-existence.

For me only non-existence is desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings all this pain and suffering there was never a need for, I'll just always see existence as the problem.
 
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JadedBeing

JadedBeing

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
198
I really hope reincarnation doesnt exists. If it does then we really live in hell. Imagine killing yourself and in your next life it's 10x worse.

If i had the choice i'd want to be reborn as an eagle or just something that can Fly. But no pigeon cus they only eat bread crumbs and shit. I want to Hunt other animals n shi
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
968
I would never want to come back to this world ever again. But if i had to, i would like to come back as a healthy female that has a happy life. I would like to come back as a female because all my life i have been a male and if i have the opprtunity, why not try new things.
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Elementalist
Mar 16, 2025
814
I would never want to come back to this world ever again. But if i had to, i would like to come back as a healthy female that has a happy life. I would like to come back as a female because all my life i have been a male and if i have the opprtunity, why not try new things.
I would never want to come back to this dump. All the same problems will exist if not worse in the future. This place and the people in it are ugly.
 
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voirpoet.

voirpoet.

Member
May 14, 2024
27
I would never want to come back to this dump. All the same problems will exist if not worse in the future. This place and the people in it are ugly.
i guess i'm one of the few who would like to come back. i'd prefer a redo with better circumstances, not non existence. but non existence is better than this so i'll take it.
 
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BlueLock

BlueLock

Member
Nov 8, 2024
94
I'd be neurotypical and a girl, just bc I cannot image ever being a man. I could maybe put up with it though if everything else was decent. And while it's not me I want to be born into a rich family with no mental illness or weird personality disorders. Living in Europe seems cool, maybe in Finland or Iceland. Honestly all I want is to have no mental illlnesses and a family that doesn't give me any.
 
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CaptainSunshine!

CaptainSunshine!

Member
Oct 29, 2025
92
I think being reborn as a human is risky, since consciousness seems to be a curse. I think reincarnating as a wild animal would be cool. No humans, so maybe a polar bear? They're cool and cute, plus I don't think I would think about existence; just surviving and vibing.
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
896
Tbh I'd rather just be me as stupid as that sounds. I'll take all the pain, the mental illness, the trauma, and the suffering. If it means killing myself again eventually I'm fine with that.

Maybe I'm just bitter but I see all existence as suffering. Even if the human experience has more suffering, I'd probably still end up suffering as an animal. And if I end up reborn as something with too few braincells to process suffering properly then I'll just be meaninglessly alive.

I hope that it's just nothingness after death, but if I had to be reborn I'd just be me. Least I can then die as me.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,322
I'd be a Honey Badger. To see what it would be like to live (seemingly) without fear. Snakes for breakfast. Pick a fight with a lion in the afternoon. Imagine having that confidence? I'd likely die stupid and young but, that's fine.
 
Dante_

Dante_

Global Mod
Feb 27, 2025
506
Snow leopard but no, I'd never ever want to come back here.
 
yzzzy

yzzzy

Curious Wolf
Apr 4, 2025
13
I don't want the trauma I've gone through. The problems I've been through. I want to be free of PTSD and other mental problems . I just want to live a normal life. Normal like everyone else. I want parents I can trust. I want friends like everyone does. (Not a lot two friends is enough for me ). But I would say this world is horrible now. It's not gonna be any better in future. I don't believe in reincarnation. I hope that's true.
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Broken beyond repair
Nov 1, 2025
241
I don't want to be reincarnated at all. I've been through too much abuse, and I don't want to go through that all over again in the next life.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

whhaazzzzzuuupppp
May 21, 2025
459
I want to be a wild puma so I can claw muthafuckas faces off. 😇
 
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voirpoet.

voirpoet.

Member
May 14, 2024
27
I don't want the trauma I've gone through. The problems I've been through. I want to be free of PTSD and other mental problems . I just want to live a normal life. Normal like everyone else. I want parents I can trust. I want friends like everyone does. (Not a lot two friends is enough for me ). But I would say this world is horrible now. It's not gonna be any better in future. I don't believe in reincarnation. I hope that's true.
completely relate
 
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dearlydeparted44

Specialist
May 21, 2025
326
I wouldn't come back to this in ANY form. I know too much about this world to actually want to come back to it. The corruption. The materialism. The barbaric nature of humans and animals alike. No, I wouldn't come back to this period. I don't want to do this again.
 
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ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Twin Turbo
Oct 16, 2025
376
cat, maybe seal or a boy born into extreme wealth. i love cats and seals a lot but the way seals die is saddening to me. ive also wished i was very wealthy without having to worry about the future and to be a boy, i hate having periods and this body, i dont like having a chest either.

id love to also be reincarnated with my bf as well.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,342
I would never want to live nor exist even for a second under any circumstances. there is a book that no one has written with many reasons why as chapters. 1 reason is that any second i can fall into a trap of unending constant unbearable pain the worst pain and or the worst suffering imaginable. the reason is because my brain as the brain of every human and animal has the capability to suffer unending constant unbearable pain. so it can happen.

to me nothing is worth even a second of the worst pain . especially none of the pleasure addictions like eating food or watching an "entertaining" time wasting video that doesn't move my goals forward. much less is anything worth 10 hours of the constant worst pain, 3 days, 44 days ( Junko Furuta) , years of it not a seconds' relief.

1. pain is a billion times worse than one can imagine or remember.

2. example i accidentally bit my tongue hard trying to eat food. the pain was so shocking . but this was a small area of skin on my tongue lasting for less than a second.

3. there can be much greater pain over larger areas of body and never ending constant not a sharp hit like from a bite of a tongue and pulling back. kidney stones is extremely painful but even that is only a small area of the body a small % of the pain receptors screaming like hell "i'm in unbearable pain". any human or animal is under constant threat of kidney stones, brain stroke and other tortures.

. they have skinned people alive and poured hot liquids beaten them etc so that pain is constant over a much la larger area of skin . thousands of nerve endings screaming at the same time. . the tortures were so bad that some watching the torture had a mental breakdown.



at least i'm sure after my brain dies i will never exist again. Non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss because it's the only safety from the worst pain and torture and suffering as i described just a tiny bit of what is possible above

however for now i exist in a hell i never asked for and could suffer extreme torture while i'm alive. so my goal is to avoid any unbearable pain , extreme torture, extreme suffering or truama while i'm alive and get to the safety of Eternal Non-existence. Permanent Non-existence is as good as the most extreme torture is bad because it's the only safety from that nightmare and from all suffering and from evil life and this evil world. how can something "life" that creates such unimaginable suffering be something beautiful and not evil? imo life and this world are evil and i would never consciously want any part of these

i'm glad there is no afterlife nor reincarnation. so all i have to do is get to my Death without any unbearable pain and i'll be safe forever from unbearable pain and this nightmare where i was brought here to suffer will be finally over for all time Non-existence forever the ultimate bliss for all time

imo most people believe eternal Non-existence is the worst thing. how can not being able to suffer extremely be bad. none of us existed for 13.8 billion years before 1859 and none of us had a problem with not existing all that time we had no problems no bad memories no suffering no pain all that time for 13.8 billion years
 
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dearlydeparted44

Specialist
May 21, 2025
326
I don't want the trauma I've gone through. The problems I've been through. I want to be free of PTSD and other mental problems . I just want to live a normal life. Normal like everyone else. I want parents I can trust. I want friends like everyone does. (Not a lot two friends is enough for me ). But I would say this world is horrible now. It's not gonna be any better in future. I don't believe in reincarnation. I hope that's true.
ALL of this!!!
 
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honeythunder

Member
Oct 28, 2025
46
I'd be neurotypical and a girl, just bc I cannot image ever being a man. I could maybe put up with it though if everything else was decent. And while it's not me I want to be born into a rich family with no mental illness or weird personality disorders. Living in Europe seems cool, maybe in Finland or Iceland. Honestly all I want is to have no mental illlnesses and a family that doesn't give me any.
What sort of mental illnesses do you have?
 
Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
387
I don't think I would want to be reincarnated. I kind of just hope that when we die, that's it - it's just like being asleep forever.

But for the sake of answering the question proposed in the title of this thread, I'd want to come back to Earth as a human - a woman, neurotypical, born and raised in Canada, with a very stable high-income family, loving parents, siblings I am close to, and working my dream job - probably as a librarian in a cosy library.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,153
I don't want to reincarnate at all. But first I wanted to be a cat, but cats have anxiety and I don't want to experience anxiety again.
So maybe a bird because I'd like to be free and fly and sing (and a bird does not live long - that's good for me).
Or maybe a tiger or a lion. But not a chicken or a cow. I don't want to end in a meal...
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
238
I guess what you said. Deffinitely neurotipical and attractive. Non divorced parents. But I would preffer being a girl. I guess being a girl would maybe be a bit easier, although I guess as long as you are attractive and neurotipical it really doesn't metter, but I want opposite of my life that I have now.
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,267
Hmmmmmmmmm a fox, Ill scream into your windows till you give me food im too lazy to hunt.
 

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