If one wants to CBT, why so hard ☹️

[counting-out-time]

Basically I want to die as had enough shit but why must we suffer till we get old, I just want to die and meh plus more annoyed as kids outside singing fucking Xmas songs ITS NOT EVEN CHRISTMAS YET fuck my life kill me now shit Fuck GIVE ME N

 

[BornToFail]

Why can't you ctb?

 

[counting-out-time]

Bloody jingle people walking round my area probably collecting money for the fuel that arse drives around in his sleigh. Here's one for you! JINGLE MY BALLS Father Christmas you fat bastard

 

[Hollowman]

Because there's a lot more money to be made in keeping people alive.

 

[Someone123]

A big factor is that many people who ctb have loved ones who wish they didn't, so they try to take away methods for this t try to help others. However, for some people ctb is the best choice. For young people, especially college age people making impulsive decisions, ctb could be avoided with the right help. It is complicated- how do you save those who really have the help available if only their friends and family knew while letting others find peace who really don't have a better way? One in the news lately is Katie Meyer, who had so much going for her and really caring family and friends- she was overwhelmed by the tragic rape of her friend and didn't know how to deal with this, according to reports, but she had so much good in her life, and so9 many years ahead- if her family and friends knew how she felt they would have saved her, but depressions can be suddenly overwhelming- this is a very tragic case. Such a high percentage of cases under thirty still had so much potential. And yet other s need relief from pain however they can get it.

 

[jodes2]

Sorry you're suffering

I hope you don't do it, life can get better, there's always at least a little bit of hope. But if you still want to give up, we understand that you have just been through enough

 

[FuneralCry]

The world that we exist in certainly makes ctb so unnecessarily difficult for us, of course I despise this and the reality is that there is nothing wrong with someone deciding to set themselves free from a life that they never asked for. The problem is that in this world many people are unable to see suicide as being a rational decision as they lack understanding as to what it's actually like to wish to die and they live under this delusion that life is always worth living and is something valuable.
The thought of someone voluntarily choosing death over life scares them and this mindset contributes to the efforts to restrict suicide methods and make dying as difficult for us as possible. Apart from that there's also the fact that the society needs workers.

But I completely understand your frustrations. I also struggle to ctb and want nothing to do with this life at all, existing is something so useless and horrific to me. Having N would literally solve all my problems.