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I think that only a criminal would agree to end your life. Thats very dangerous to get in contact with any criminal to end your life. Its more likely going to end up in extortion or harassment. Why would any one risk going to jail unless you pay a lot of money. And in that case he'll probably just take the money and disappear rather than risk getting caught.
There was a more recent story of a woman who met a guy in a fetish room who she paid that agreed to kill her quickly. He tortured her.
I've met lots of insane people online willing to do end me for free. Probably because they're aroused by it which is crazy...but I'm willing to take any risk just to get what I want. Like fuck,,, I'm desperate
If torture & rape (filmed & probably streamed of course… I thought you said you didn't like humiliation?) are fine with you, then by all means, go for it.
It's not easy for anyone. I'm truly in such brutal physical pain it's torture every second every day. You would think I could do something but I'm not alone I can't drive, go out, I can't even order anything I'm just supposed to lay in bed in pain until I finally die, nothing can be done to help me ill be bedridden until I'm put somewhere I should be allowed to ask for a lethal med or allowed to have help setting up helium but I don't and you don't and it's not your fault. If we were given humane options and allowed autonomy like we should be we wouldn't blame ourselves we would be able to choose not to suffer I wish someone could help but I don't think there are any that could give us N or meds like some doctors like Kevorkian did I do hear there are doctors who quietly do but I'm not lucky enough to find one. I wish I could advertise for one! I'm sorry. I understand you. I wish there was something I could do to help.
Nobody wants to get raped or tortured this went over your head I fear
It's over your head, which you keep making painfully clear. When you said you'd take "any risk" and acknowledged they were sexually aroused by the idea of offing you, exactly what risks did you think that might include???
Not trying to create a pointless argument, but were any of those people other women?
I am a woman and I'm not your buddy. Correct. You never said you wanted it, but you did say you'd risk anything in a situation where it would be logical to conclude that risk would include (but not be limited to) rape. Others had already warned you that historically, when women have found men online to off them, that's what it included. Now that you know that, you (hopefully) understand exactly what you'd be risking if you choose to put your final moments in someone else's hands.
I think they were just being facetious honestly, if they did want to risk it I'm sure they wouldn't be here to talk about it.
willing to take ANY risk. 
