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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
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The idea of dying sounds peaceful to me today.
Maybe I'm romanticizing it too much.
The process is probably terrible but oh to be non existent. To not feel anything anymore. Eternal peace.

Maybe my thoughts will be different tomorrow but today this is what it feels like.
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
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The thought of dying one day is the inly thing that brings a smile to my face
I'd be happier if I knew I was gonna die in 7 days than if I won the lotto
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
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Yes, we all die eventually through the process of impermanence. The dying process pains me so I wish for a sudden end. My mother died slowly from cancer. It was brutal as onlookers spoke of god and did little to help.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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In my case I'd be really glad to finally cease existing. Eternal nothingness is what I see as peace, it's all that's desirable to me, all that I wish for is an dreamless, eternal sleep where all is forgotten about. It's just comforting to think of this existence permanently disappearing into nothingness, in fact to me it's the only comfort.
 
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Homo erectus

Homo erectus

Mage
Mar 7, 2023
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I think death is okay. But the process of dying is really bad.
 
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sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft

sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft

you see it too. for me, it's always like this.
Jun 15, 2023
59
Soo relatable. I honestly can't comprehend the fear of nothingness after death so many people have. Eternal non existence is something I dream of daily. I just see it as a final escape and rest from the everlasting pain and fear inside my mind and life
 

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