I'd ctb today, but

[Swolfy]

I'm still here because, I can't find the strength to end it. I thought it was because of my significant other, but the more I think about it, the more I realize they are who they are and will continue to be after I'm long gone. Sadly, I sometimes think they are with me because they have never been alone. My family has turned their back on me. I have no friends anymore and no real connection to anyone. I'm holding onto an idea that my stuff needs to be in order but no one will ever care about it the way I did. When I'm gone it will all be gone.

Yeah, I guess it boils down to a lack of courage and letting go of what isn't really important in the end.

100% relate.

 

[Like_the_Angel]

I lost my little brother due to suicide everyday is literal pain but I can't give my mom and nephew more pain

 

[Griever]

I'd ctb today, but I want to watch Final Destination: Bloodlines in the cinema

 

[Griever]

I'd ctb today, but I want to watch Final Destination: Bloodlines in the cinema

I watched the movie in the cinema today and it was so good

 

[anonymouswebuser]

I'd ctb but I'm a coward.

 

[Forveleth]

My subconscious is an asshole. I discovered with my previous attempts that a feeling of "readiness" happens and SI almost completely disappears. I therefore only attempt when I feel "ready". Unfortunately, that means I have to wait until I get that feeling and I do not know what brings it. So I just live day to day, waiting...

 

[bankai]

I watched the movie in the cinema today and it was so good

For others, it's a horror movie. To us, it's a movie about hopes and dreams

 

[Griever]

For others, it's a horror movie. To us, it's a movie about hopes and dreams

I don't want to die like the people in this movie die

 

[bankai]

I don't want to die like the people in this movie die

I remember watching the first movie. I was afraid of turning on the light switch 'cause I thought I'd get electrocuted.

 

[Griever]

I remember watching the first movie. I was afraid of turning on the light switch 'cause I thought I'd get electrocuted.

I think the Final Destination series traumatized all the people who saw the movies in some way lol

 

[bankai]

I think the Final Destination series traumatized all the people who saw the movies in some way lol

Absolutely. Even now when I'm travelling in a cab and I see the vehicle in front of me carrying some furniture or a glass pane on the vehicle roof or something, I keep thinking how it's going to crash through the windshield and decapitate my driver.I never drive anymore thank God I only Uber as a passenger.

 

[LaetumCat]

Well, sorta multiple reasons. But mostly because I promised my parents to stay alive (thought, the promise ends in about 2 months, but pretty sure they'll force me to promise again), and I dont exactly have a super clear plan - I would do the same one as I did for my sui attempt last time (because I chickened out and im pretty sure it could work), but I still havent found how to overcome my SI.