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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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If I never existed at all that would have saved me a lot of suffering in the past years and the more I think about it I never asked to be here. I should have ended all this years ago already but I didn't obviously ... fuck it. New week new luck? I doubt there will be anything changing this week, I will see who knows.
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
Apr 4, 2023
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I am sorry That life has treated you this badly. My DM's are always open if you need someone to talk to <3
 
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josephk

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Jun 19, 2023
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I wish it was all over too. I keep fantasising that I die of a sudden heart attack or aneurysm.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand just wishing to finally be free from everything, I get that it's really so tiring feeling trapped here. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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sayire

Opened All Doors, No Sight Of Hope, Exit Door Next
Jul 1, 2023
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And the cycle continues for one more week!

when I fell dramatically a while ago and even tried impulsively before knowing about methods, it was funny how I went through phases. When really low, the cycle repeated every day, woke up every day wishing today will be last. then it become week and then monthly and then back to week.

I seem to have stabilized into a weekly cycle. just push through one more week is the goal for a while now.

I wish the cycle is all over with already.
 
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dory

dorothy
Jul 1, 2023
53
The way the world makes us feel is disgusting, wishing you peace
 
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