I wish my parents never met. Life has given me nothing but suffering

[Retroguy]

Nothing but bad emotions and feelings, fear, anxiety, stress, worry, disappointment, regret.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also wish I never existed more than anything, it's such a terrible punishment to be burdened with the ability to suffer endlessly. Existence is just so harmful and unnecessary, it's tragic how we all have to suffer in this cruel and meaningless existence because other people so selfishly decided to procreate.

 

[Zegers]

Same. What a rubbish life.

 

[Lydia12]

Nothing but bad emotions and feelings, fear, anxiety, stress, worry, disappointment, regret.

so true I wish to, sometimes I want travel to the past and force my mother to give an abortion, or my father to put a f*cking condom on -.-

 

[BlazingBob]

I can relate to this. I had a horrible upbringing. Violence, verbal and emotional abuse, neglect, abandonment. I think for some people it can be a death sentence. I've never been happy. I've always been depressed, insecure, fearful, terrified of abandonment in relationships. Feeling like I'm never good enough and everyone else is better. I've had countless hours of therapy, support groups, depression treatments, etc. It's a constant battle. I have two older brothers and they're also miserable. My oldest brother is a meth head and heroin addict. My middle brother told me he's just waiting to die. Now I'm dealing with debilitating physical issues and looming homelessness. My beloved career and the only thing that gave my life any semblance of meaning is completely down the drain because of my health problems. So yeah, fuck this life. Enough is enough. The only holdup is my pets because I can't abandon them but they're old so hopefully it won't be too much longer. I just want to be free from all of it. Sorry for rambling.

 

[sserafim]

Same, I wish they never met either. I hate the fact that I was forced into this world and forced to exist without my consent.

My dad has never even been much of a dad anyways. I was basically raised by a single mother because he lives overseas. He's only provided monetary support, and was never a "real dad".

He has emotional issues and the emotional capacity of a toddler, he gets angry so easily and he always has explosions and outbursts of rage. Everyone walks on eggshells with him and is forced to listen to his every word because we're not sure when he'll get triggered. We all have to do what he says, otherwise he's gonna have a temper tantrum. He uses fear to dominate over others. I'm certain he has some kind of personality disorder, but I'm not sure what exactly…

He's basically emotionally stunted and super toxic, so I'm happy about the fact that he didn't participate in raising me. I'm just mad about the fact that he had a part in creating me. I never wanted to be here! No offense but people like him should not have children

I wish my mom and dad never met, and that my mom married a different man, and had a different kid. My mom deserves so much better. I don't even like my dad anyways and he doesn't like me either so….and I didn't even want to be born! I never asked to be here, I hate having to exist. Fml

 

[Gonnerr]

Same here.

 

[MatthieuFrederickW]

Nothing but bad emotions and feelings, fear, anxiety, stress, worry, disappointment, regret.

Same here. I wonder if I'd have been born as a different being if my parents never met

 

[sserafim]

Same here. I wonder if I'd have been born as a different being if my parents never met

Me too. I've always liked the thought of being someone else, I've always wanted to be a different person

 

[rabbitmalice56]

i just wish there was no life ever

 

[IfyouareamanWinston]

I feel the same, actually my grandmother (paternal) wanted my mother to have an abortion. My mom told me this one time to try and make me hate my grandmother who I loved very much and was the only person that treated me like a mother should. The thing is my grandmother was right. I suffered greatly just for being born to such a parent. She didn't want my father to be stuck with a narc bitch for the rest of his life. He did what he thought was right but honestly my life is a comedy of other peoples errors and I resent that.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I wish i never existed . I didn't have any problems for 13.8 billion years before I was born. All my problems began when i was born.

 

[sserafim]

I wish i never existed . I didn't have any problems for 13.8 billion years before I was born. All my problems began when i was born.

Same!