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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
631
I wish for non existence I do ...I wish I was aborted. There is absolutely nothing good about me. Nothing not a single thing. I'm a piece of shit , I only care about myself, my life's worth shit, I'm miserable and make others miserable.

Living is so tiring and hard I wanna die but the smallest part of me wants to try. Honestly low-key I wish I would die and reincarnate with all my memories....I feel like I'd be able to fix things. Tho knowing me I'd screw it up again. I wanna die
 
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brighteyesfan144

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Feb 5, 2025
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same. i don't think there's absolutely nothing good about me, i just think in this economy i'll never be able to share that with the world in a meaningful way. it's going to be hard, but like you, the smallest parts of me want to try.
 
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CantTurnBack

CantTurnBack

drown with me • another fish in the sea
Sep 21, 2023
79
I wish I never existed far more than I could ever wish to die. It's a shame that I wasn't aborted given the tragic circumstances of my conception.
 
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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
631
I wish I never existed far more than I could ever wish to die. It's a shame that I wasn't aborted given the tragic circumstances of my conception.
I wish we had a choice in our existence...if god is real I can't help feeling a bit....idk let down. Why couldn't we have the choice. And then people say suicide is a sin when we never had a choice to be in this life in the first place
 
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CantTurnBack

drown with me • another fish in the sea
Sep 21, 2023
79
I wish we had a choice in our existence...if god is real I can't help feeling a bit....idk let down. Why couldn't we have the choice. And then people say suicide is a sin when we never had a choice to be in this life in the first place
It makes me sad to think that this could all have been avoided, and now I am subject to suffer through my life as a burden to others I love. It's a cruel joke, but I suppose my mother was not equipped with this foresight after being raped by my dad as a teenager. I won't hijack your thread with those details though; I'm sorry you feel similarly as I do, and I hope you can continue to make the best of coping with what we're given 🫂
 
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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
631
It makes me sad to think that this could all have been avoided, and now I am subject to suffer through my life as a burden to others I love. It's a cruel joke, but I suppose my mother was not equipped with this foresight after being raped by my dad as a teenager. I won't hijack your thread with those details though; I'm sorry you feel similarly as I do, and I hope you can continue to make the best of coping with what we're given 🫂
I'm so sorry
It makes me sad to think that this could all have been avoided, and now I am subject to suffer through my life as a burden to others I love. It's a cruel joke, but I suppose my mother was not equipped with this foresight after being raped by my dad as a teenager. I won't hijack your thread with those details though; I'm sorry you feel similarly as I do, and I hope you can continue to make the best of coping with what we're given 🫂
I'm so sorry
 
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