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LevUwU

LevUwU

I hate my life and the government
Mar 16, 2024
195
I don't understand why I'm so fundamentally broken, I wish I did because then maybe I'd have reason for acting the ways I do, for being such a mess and a failure
 
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robotomy

Member
Aug 6, 2020
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We're probably not the same type of "fundamentally broken", but i feel the same way in a general sense. Especially the more i think about it...
 
Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
547
I don't understand why I'm so fundamentally broken, I wish I did because then maybe I'd have reason for acting the ways I do, for being such a mess and a failure
You apparently have BPD. This stems from genetics and trauma.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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"fundamentally broken" how do u define it? maybe u have one or more MH disorders. You should consult doctors to get a diagnosis. That can help to treat/cope with it in life. CTB can always be the last resort.
 
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Otaku

Experienced
Mar 2, 2024
242
Me too.
I wasn't like this as a child.
And i literally don't know, why my brain don't work like it should.
Our brain is a sensitive organ, that's for sure.
 

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