Venting I wish I killed myself when I had the chance.

[spectraltease]

My first and last chance was in January 2023, I lost this chance.
I have no joy in life and no one understands me. I could confide in people, but they wouldn't even know what to say about it, because my existence is so miserable.

I'm a nihilist, you can't cheer me up with anything. I don't want to continue my school, I don't want a job, I don't want to earn money, I just want to die.
There is no point in living because I will be dissatisfied, depressed and simply miserable forever. I know myself and I know I will never be happy.

 

[dolemitedrums]

Why was that your only chance?

 

[harbinger0]

i know exactly how you feel. every time i reach out and give life another shot, i end up regretting it. good luck. my pms are open.