Venting I wish I could feel loved or cared about

[WolfyPop487]

It's always the same crippling loneliness. Even the people who were my friends never filled that hole in me. I blocked my remaining 2 friends, both online, and just want to die. I've quit my anti-depressants after 2 weeks because I feel so unloved. I've been on 7 or 8 medications anyway, so, what's it matter?

I'm worthless and can't do anything right. Unless something good happens in the next 2 days, I'm going to go to the train station and hop the fence.

There's an unmonitored gate a short walk from the station with a nice foot hole for climbing. I just need to bend the small barbs down which I can do with pliers or my hands.

 

[hopelessartsy]

I'm sorry you're going through that. I hope you dont do it. But I dont know what to do. I dont know how much being your friend would help you in my case. I know anything can help and Ive brought people out of suicide before, though its hard when I myself get suicidal. I guess I feel hypocritcal because I myself feel very suicidal, and am more or less in an inbetween state between doing it and not doing it. Hopefully things turn around.

 

[SadWrld]

I wish i could offer to message you and be there for you but my account is new so thats sadly not possible. I know im kinda just a nobody online but i hope you know that you are loved and cared about. Please dont do it. I dont really know when or how you get the ability to message people but i would offer to be your friend. I really hope you dont do it.