I will try ctb again today

[bonniebell]

Hi guys, I already said earlier today that I tried to partially hang myself and was a total failure, it was pretty frustrating since I thought I was going to be free from my suffer today but I think that the partially hang method is really hard to me so I decided to just tie a plastic bag on my head, I tried in this evening and I've almost lost my consciousness really fast what made me pretty excited but I didn't want to do in the evening because I was afraid that I was found too soon by my mom so I'll just do while she's asleep, I also bought some strong booze to help me going through the panic during the process but I think I handled that well I'm really positive that today it's the day that I'll be finally free. Wish me luck!

 

[RedDoor]

Sorry to hear about that. I recommend that you do it in a place far away from your mom if you can to avoid traumatising her

 

[bonniebell]

Sorry to hear about that. I recommend that you do it in a place far away from your mom if you can to avoid traumatising her

My mom is schizophrenic and she doesn't accept to do her treatment, least time I tried to kill myself she didn't gave a fuck so I really don't know how this works with her I don't know if she can actually can be traumatized by something

 

[RedDoor]

That's rough, Then i wish you may find the peaceful ending to this good luck

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[callincards]

Did it work? R you still here?